Secret Secret

chapter 8

Felix pov
I woke up hearing a knock on my door I mentioned to them to enter.
"Master Felix, you father is requesting your presence in his office" I nodded my head that the maid.
I changed my clothes and went to his office. When I arrived I found my friends and their dads here too. Jisung was setting far from his father looking as he is going to throw up
"Welcome my son you took your time " he said trying not to sound mad
" I apologise father I came as soon as I could" I replied
He mentioned with his hands for my to sit" how is your mission going?" I asked

"We are keeping an eye on them, seungmin even got a date with one of them" I said glancing toward seungmin.
"Good keep an eye on them" he said
I thought for a second before I said" I just don't understand why we don't just kill them we are wasting our time "I said
" so you are questioning my decision" replied my father leaning in his chair.

"Never"" so you want to kill them"

"No" jisung screamed out of nowhere.
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Jisung pov

"No" I said all eyes were one me.
"Oh look my weak son again" my dad said
I stood out of my chair growling at him "you lost the right to call me son after you killed my mom and you get married to an other woman"
"I never killed your mother.."
"Not by your own hands but you let her live in depression without even caring for her and loving her until she took her own life " I said feeling a burn in my heart
"Love makes you weak you need to understand that" he said getting from his chair too
" it doesn't... Look at Mr lee Mr Kim and Mr yang, they are leaving happily with their wives to you think they are weak too" he looked at me with wide eyesbecore trying to speak but he was cut by Mr lee
"Han that's enough" he said calmly. I just took my seat again
"Felix, as I told keep an eye on them ,don't hurt them. Plus there is someone who is trying to frame them" he said
" I know that dad I figured out from the first time I tracked them"felix replied" I just thought we can get rid of both" he added.
"That's my son" he smiled at him "but as I told you stick to the plan, you are my heir one day all of this will be yours JYP will be yours make me proud son you can leave now" he added

We left the office.
" my room now " said Felix taking us by surprise.
He locked the door closing his eyes taking a deep breath.before he said
"Han what did I tell you... Be careful but no you let you little crush get in the way of our mission" he yelled at me. The other two looked at me with wide eyes before looking away
"I don't care I won't let you hurt minho or any one of the guys" I replied
"I won't hurt them" he paused walking around the room"yet"
" you just heard your father he told you not to hurt them"i explained getting angry
"True I don't know what my dad wants from them but if he order me to kill them in the future I won't hesitate I don't want your stupid feelings get in the way "  he declared.

"Let' not pretend that you don't care about them too or at least about hyunjin we grow up together I can read you like an open book " I said getting close to him
"Even if I did I will never let emotions cloud my judgment. Love is for the weak just like you father said" he yelled

" oh don't you dare bring him up in this " I growled at him taking him by his collar" you love me, love seungmin jeongin you parents, do we make weak do I make you weak Felix" I said

"Clearly you do " he simply said I felt disappointed on him my best friend just said that to me. He looked at me with wide eyes
" jisung I..." I cut him holding my hands up."save it" I stormed out of the room.

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Felix pov

I don't believe what I just said jisung left my room leaving me with the others

"You went too far hyung" jeongin said disappointed leaving too
" seungmin I didn't meant I swear" I told him

" I know Felix.... Just give him time. He cares about you he will forgive you eventually" he said closing the door behind him.

He laid on my bed, why did I say that. I am so confused I didn't figure out why my father is interesting in skz plus those feelings I start developing toward hyunjin I won't say love but I deeply care about him I sigh every second I spent with him makes it even harder to forget about my feelings his perfect lips his hair they way he dances. I have to admit I am falling hard for hwang hyunjin and I don't know if I like this or not. Before I knew I drifted to sleep.

Next morning

I need to apologise to jisung, I went to his room he was still sleeping he looked so peaceful I went next to him spooning him into a hug.
"Jisungie" I whispered into his ears" I am so sorry" I added.
"I know i forgive lixie" he opened his eyes looking at me
" you don't make me weak, you are my best friend you are my soulmate, I will always be your side I love you Fannie " I said hugging him " I love you too" he hugged back.
"I want a hug too" I looked up to find innie and seungmin looking at us "come here " said jisung opening his eyes.

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3rd person

The week passed so fast, Mr lee birthday went smoothly and it was time to go back home.all parents well expect Mr han and his wife said goodbye to their kids.
"Hannie come here give me a hug" said mrs lee." I am always here for you may not replace your mom but call when you need me"she added.
"Thank you Mrs lee you always took care of me " said jisung hugging her back
"Son " said MR lee mentioning for his son to get closer.
" listen Felix I am may not tell you this
A lot but I am proud of you son, do as I told you don't hurt them" he paused " even protect them if you must"felix looked at his father with wide eyes.
"Yes father" his father smiled widely at him giving him a hug making Felix surprised." An other thing always follow you heart" he told his son
"How did you... Never mind... I love you dad" felix said.
" love you too son".......