Secret Secret

chapter 4

Felix pov

I entered the kitchen to make dinner, but I don't feel like cooking now I will just order something
" guy, come here " I waited for a few moments before seeing 3 boys rushing toward me
" what did something happen" said seungmin checking the kitchen.
" no, I wanted to ask you about dinner are you okay with pizza " I said chuckling
" Felix you scared the hell out of me for dinner" said jisung glaring at me
" relax sungie, you know what I am in a good mood today let's go out for dinner" I said
" no" the 3 boys said together taking me by surprise " I am tired hyung we have work to do too I think pizza is fine I am at my room tell me when it arrives"
" same for me" said seungmin leaving me with jisung
"okay, I will never take you out again guys" I announced
" it is not like you are taking us on a date, we will live without you" said jisung rolling his eyes.
I took his hands getting him closer to me" does my baby want to go on a date" I whispered with my deep voice.
He shoved me off " fuck off Felix I am not in the mood for your games"
I chuckled" hannie we know you are not my type " I paused before getting closer to him again" plus I know about your little crush..... Be careful jisung..." He looked at me shocked.
I left the room to order pizza...

Changbin pov
I laid on my bed thinking It was just the first day and I already had a crush on the dandy boy I mean do you believe in love at first sight well I never did. Unfortunately chan hyung told us to stay away from them he is right though they will get hurt. Living as a gang member is  hard but we need to do this we need to be powerful to protect ourselves and the ones we love . I joined chan hyung because I saw my own brother get killed by a man and all I did was hide and watch the life leaving his eyes. It was a rainy day so my big brother come to get me from school
We were on our way home until a man with a knife start threatening my hung for money, he took all his money his phone his watch everything but he still stabbed him not once but 3 times while I was hiding behind a tree since my brother told me to run I watch him bleed to death in front of my eyes but I couldn't help him I was young but the guilt will always hunt me even my parents blamed me for his death so i run and I never spoke to them again it was 5 years ago. But you know what makes me more angry that when my brother was dying on the street and I was crying over him people were just passing by without trying to help. Humans are so cruel, from that day I learned not to trust anyone or care about anyone well that was before meeting the boys. I am happy that I found my second family, but I won't let my guards down again I know that they are capable of protecting themselves but I still put tracking apps on their phones and installed high security system in our house I will do anything to keep them safe. Unfortunately I know seungmin is a sweet innocent boy I better stay away from him.but for our luck, the dance teacher assigned us to make a performance together. Great job staying away I guess. I heard a knock on my door I mentioned to the person to
enter
" hyung to still awake chan hyung called for a meeting we are waiting for you down stairs" said hyunjin
We headed to the living room to find chan and minho hyung waiting
" great changbin hyunjin take a seat " said chan hyung mentioning for us to sit
" so I called you guys for today events again I want you guys to stay away from Felix and his friends I don't want you or them to get hurt and before you start getting defensive telling me that you don't like them. I don't care about what you feel just keep your distance"he added." Well I don't like anyone, I mean how can a person fall in love or what ever that shit called in one day" said minho hyung cringing earning a glare from chan hyung" me too I don't like Felix he just annoys me you should be worried about changbin hyung he was giving that puppy boy heart eyes" said hyunjin laughing. " AS I SAID before if you hate them love them or what ever stay away"i said looking mad well shit he doesn't get angry easily." Now for business, the fake gang that took our name are getting out of control they start stealing from the biggest mafia in Korea you know which one for the past few months, last month they blow up a whole warehouse containing weapons for thousands of dollars they are using our name we need to find a solution before you know who destroy us "he added" you know it is shocking that we are not dead now, i mean why they didn't come after us all evidence thanks to those idiots point to us " said minho hyung" true I was wondering the same just keep your guards up and changbin increase the house security we don't know when we will get attacked" explained chan hyung.
" don't worry about that hyung I am on it " I said leaving the room.