Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 69

Shivaay was about to flip the next page when he heard the door opening sound. He hides his diary below the blanket and looked toward Anika.

"Wow, you are smiling already. Tell me the reason now", Anika asked and placed her bag on the table. Shivaay pulled Anika by her hands and hugged her.

"You are the reason", Shivaay told her near her ears. Anika looked at him confused as she doesn't remember what she did to make him happy? All she remember is that he was angry.  She just called him early today which he denied. Then why?

"How Mr.? ", Anika asked

"B.... because you called me early today", he replied looking into her eyes as this point is true. Just because she called him early, he got a chance to read her views for him and now he wants to complete reading it today

"Yes I'm happy to see you", Anika told him and caressed his cheeks, Shivaay closed his eyes, he determined to tell her about his feelings soon. Whenever he will get a chance he will reply to her. Shivaay placed his hand on her hand which was on his cheek

"So you want me to tell you what I feel for you isn't it?", Shivaay asked, Anika looked aside and shooked her head. She tried taking her hand back but Shivaay held her hand more tightly and kissed her fingers. Anika shivered with his touch and looked into his eyes. She is trying to see does he really mean his words? Is he going to tell her something?

"Tell me were you waiting for my answer?", Shivaay asked again, Anika does not know how to react and reply to this question so she replied with a "No". Shivaay slowly and softy pinned her hands to a nearby wall and intertwined both hands together again. Anika looked down with a blush as Shivaay's face was just an inch apart from her.

"We are not the same as we were Anika. Especially not me, and you should know that you have the power to rule over me. Talk with me about your dreams I will complete them for sure", Shivaay said and touched their forehead together, he tried telling her indirectly what she mean to him. He is very happy after reading the diary, he wants to tell her how delighted he is after reading her diary but he can't otherwise she will snatch the diary from him. He got this today by chance otherwise he thought she misplaced it, like her even he know her. She will never let him touch this diary if she got to know he was reading it.

"S... Shivaay", Anika called him in low voice because of his proximity. Shivaay hummed in response and left her one hand, he placed his free hand on her cheek

"I.. have to make ladoo for you", Anika fumbled while telling him , Shivaay nodded and left her with a smile as her cheeks are now reddish in colour

"You are blushing", Shivaay said in husky voice, Anika kept quiet and left from there. Shivaay smiled as half of work is done but he can't read peacefully here so he started to think about excuse. After 5 minutes he got an idea and left from Oberoi mansion telling Anika that he wants to eat ice cream . He drove a bit far away from Oberoi mansion and started reading diary again

I always dreamt of love life with my partner and going on date with him. I love when he kisses me out of blue. Those unexpected gestures are so precious to me. What I am is just because of him. Sometimes I feel I am unfair to him. Just because of him my work got acknowledgement and see me I work with someone else. I don't know how can he let me work with a man when I feel like killing that girl for standing near him.

Every time whenever I used to think about heroes Gauri, my sister used to tell me heroes do not exist in real life. Who knew that I will find my husband a hero? You must have read this diary from start then can you think a person like him can be wrong? My eyes always tear up thinking about his life without me. Who will care for him? Who will remember asking him to take medicines? Who will think about his favourite things? So I just want God to keep me alive till my babies grew adults and then I can die peacefully