Silence.
Except for Emily and the boy beside her with the blonde hair laughing.
I looked to Cam who was looking at...Elias. They seemed to be having a silent conversation.
I looked to Kenna she also looked hopeless.
I didn't want to Kiss Cam let alone make out with him.
How do you make out with someone ?
It wasn't a big deal but it was.
My mind raced with thoughts. This was never how I imagined my first kiss.
Pathetic I know. I'm a sucker for romance. I want all my firsts to be special.
This was not ideal.
"We're waiting lovebirds..."
Cam began smirking he stood up very slowly. He really was going to do this.
I didn't want to.
Do I have to ?
Kenna as if she read my mind said "You don't have to do this ?"
JT nodded along with her.
"Oh shut up let her..." I looked to Emily who was enjoying this thoroughly.
I stood up on wobbly knees. I felt numb.
I don't have to do this.
I saw Elias sit up straighter from where he was on the couch.
I stepped closer to Cam.
He finished the step and stood directly above me. The smirk still apparent on his face.
I don't have to do this.
I kept repeating the phrase in my head.
"Get it over with" The blonde boy yelled.
Cam looked down at me...
"Do you want to do this ?"
I contemplated it. This should be my choice.
I let people walk all over me but this...this is my choice and i'm not going to let someone like Emily take my choices away from me. I let it happen way to much.
"No" I said strongly my new found voice coming from god knows where.
I don't want to.
Cam immediately stepped back and I could've sworn I saw Elias's shoulders relax.
"You're a shit show" Emily yells.
The next thing happened so fast one minute I was turning to go sit back down next to Kenna who was looking at me with a proud mamas smile and then I was being grabbed by my waist another hand on my breast I was turned around and felt lips push into mine.
I shrieked pushing against the person. They dug in deeper.
I pushed and pushed.
Seconds later I was being pulled back and the first person I saw was Elias pounding his fist into the blonde boy who was already on the floor.
I was breathing so hard.
I could hear Kenna's faint voice.
Emily screaming.
JT yelling Elias's name.
What just happened to me ?
Was I assaulted ?
Tears began to flow and flow and they didn't stop.
Why am I crying ?
And suddenly everything hit me all at once...
I needed to leave right now.
I could hear myself breathing heavily. Hyperventilating.
I grabbed my stuff off the floor and took a look to see the blonde on the floor bloody nose.
I turned my head and saw Cam and JT holding both Elias's hands back while he looks directly at me.
Why would he do that ?
I couldn't deal with this I felt like the walls were closing in.
I needed to get out of here.
I breathed even harder if possible.
I ran out the door.
I walked through crowds of people and heavy music.
I made it outside and I stepped onto the lawn and threw my guts up. Heaving and coughing.
I collected myself and I walked. I didn't stop I kept walking until I hit a narrow path. I had no idea where this led.
I felt empty and disgusting.
My body was shaking and I couldn't tell if it was cold or not. I was just shaking and I couldn't stop.
I wanted to just disappear in that moment.
I walked and walked for god knows how long. My feet were aching as I kept reliving what had happened.
The grab.
The intake of my last breath before he put his lips on mine.
The pushing.
It was all but a few seconds but I swear it felt like years.
I just wanted to have fun today. I wanted to forget about my dad and the problems. I wanted to be normal for once.
I cried so much my sobs echoed through the empty streets.
Just as I was about to turn a corner I heard an engine rev behind me...
The car slowed down I turned my head inwards to avoid contact.I was preparing myself to run. I've had enough for one day.
"Get in" A deep voice said.
I froze in place.
I know that voice.
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The Way We Fell
RomansAdeline Rose is joyous, kind and beautiful she's every mothers dream. Adeline returns to the new school year ready to leave everything in the past except her abusive dad who's still very much present. Either way Adeline is determined to take on the...
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