Some times I wonder why me? There's so many other people that are happy, like actually happy. I just don't understand why me, why me!? I never did anything bad to deserve this. Never. Until now... I have turned into something,someone different.... I don't understand why I'm like this. I'm... it's like my sadness is turning into anger pushing away everyone around me.
I'm always trying my best to look out for people but there's never someone for me. Never. Why just,why? I feel so guilty for saying this. I mean it's not like it's just me Theres lot of other people struggling even suffering so why can't I just keep it in?
People around me have it worse. And it's not a fucking competition I know, but everyone tells me that they judge me about
It.
I wanna save myself. I really do.
But I'm too tired.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
something's wrong
Cerita PendekA diary of what I feel. It's not a story. There nothing Interesting here but my dumbass life.
