Hoiyah Bitches

things i wish i could tell hin

hi um i wrote some things to kinda get my anger and sadness out

i've came to the conclusion that you'll never love
me the same way you loved me in the beginning of our relationship, so i stopped questioning and asking myself why instead i let it be for as it is and i'm walking away

i had every reason to be upset and walk away from you and you didn't make the attempt to make things right. you let me walk away like i never meant anything to you.

i never broke my promises, yet you did, i had every intention of keeping them but i cannot anymore, my heart isn't allowing me to stay...

i hate this feeling, the feeling of waking up with a shot of anxiety rushing through me, the weird feeling in my stomach that doesn't stop me from over thinking. when will i heal? you sleep so soundlessly you wake up and you go on with your day, why is it so hard for me to? i'm hurting so much more than you could ever know my body feels like shutting down sometimes i just wish i never you met you, everything changed so fast i hate it, i don't want anything to do with you anymore, i don't want a relationship, i don't want your friendship, and now i don't want your love either, i want to be left alone and i just want to be happy for myself

i want to fall in love with someone who never stops choosing me, i just want to feel at home when i'm with them

you chased after everyone, except for me, the one person who was inspiring you to be a better man

i wasn't looking for fights and arguments, i was looking to be understood, respected and loved but you never realized, and i got none of that...