Male validation/Self destruction

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Ugly, disgusting and unlovable

Always ignored in the hallway

He makes eye contact with my friends but avoid mine

Does not laugh at my jokes or try to talk, while i take a different route to see him again

She is taken by another boy, he knows that, but he just can't help himself

She is beautiful, breathtaking and a goddess

I believe I am desirable too, cute and adorable

At least that's what I tell myself in the mirror, cause I too am something lovable

But I do not really believe it, therefore I do not make myself seen

The nude photos and gross comments about my body warms my heart more then I want to admit

Other flip of the honking car, I give them a confused look while somewhere deep down a insecure girl got approval

Validation that she is in fact hot, sexy and wanted

Maybe that girl inside of me would gain enough confidence to tell him how i feel

But I do not think I deserve it, therefore I do not make a move

So I stand alone and observe everyone else following the invisible string that leads to another person's heart.

/A,M

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