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;;nineteen

08.10.2002
12.08 pm

taehyung showed me his mom's photo to me today, he honestly felt happy and not sad. i thought he was going to be sad, but he wasn't. he had this big smile though i knew it was a bitter smile. but a smile is a smile.

he said, “i can't replace the past with the future nor the future with the past. i don't really think i should mourn about how bitter the present is but i think i have to blend myself in eventually so that i can find the comfort im wanting somehow. ”

i remember it. whatever he said at that moment was like so precious to me. at times when everything is hard, im sure im gonna remember him and little things about him. i dont know, i like him.

— jeonggukie ♥