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05.09.2002
12.01 am

i was at cafe today. when the smell of the coffee hitted me right on my nose, that sounded awkward. but anyways, i saw him again. he was there, at my opposite table with a cup of coffee in his hands. but never taking a sip from it. he turned the cup around and around. but he never took a sip from it.

i dont know if i should say this but he kinda looked depressed. then i went near and sat with him. he threw me a bewildered look and continued staring at the cup of coffee. i finally had the urge to ask him something but thats when he spoke. I WAS SHOOK :O

he said that how he wished he shouldn't have born and how he wishes to be dead. and then he looked me straight in my eyes and said, i dont know why we keep seeing each other like this but its funny and i feel like an ordinary person again.

he is totally not okay.

— jeonggukie ♥