Broken Idol ✔️

4. Fainted

Oh no. My diet. I wasted so hours.

Moon: I can't-(Cut off)

Naeun: Unnie, you fainted and you are saying you don't want to eat. (Worried)

Moon: It happened because I didn't slept properly yesterday.

Naeun: I don't think so. You don't eat well.

Minji: Yes Unnie. You should take care of yourself.

Moon: It's just that I can't eat oily.

Naeun: Unnie, just because you are singer, it doesn't mean you are deprived from oily food.

Did she call me singer? But I barely have lines.

Naeun: You should drink warm water after eating. It won't let oil settle in your throat.

I nodded and started eating. My diet and workout is ruined. This is not good. After sometime, I was done eating.

Naeun gave me warm water. I drank it. I was to get up.

Taeyeon: Unnie, where are you going?

Moon: To wash dishes.

Minji: You should take rest.

Moon: I am fine.

Joohyun made me lay down.

Joohyun: Take rest, we will manage.

I nodded. They went outside.
They are so worried about me. Atleast there is someone who loves. But I should not disappoint them.

Next day, I wokeup and started making breakfast. Today, I am feeling better. Then, everyone came downstairs.

Naeun: Unnie, are you OK today?

Moon: Yes, I am. (Smile)

Hisoo: Unnie, you should take rest today.

Moon: I am fine now.

Hisoo: Are you sure?

Moon: Yes. Let's have breakfast.

I served them toast and served cereal for myself.

Naeun: Unnie, again.

Moon: Again what?

Naeun: You are not eating properly.

Moon: I am, Naeun.

Hisoo: Unnie, you will faint again.

Moon: No, I won't-(Cut oof)

Youngji: Unnie, stop being stubborn and eat proper breakfast.

Naeun: I told you drinking warm water after breakfast won't damage your throat.

Moon: But-(Cut off)

All of them are glaring at me now.

Moon: (Sigh) Fine.

I served toast to myself and started eating. I didn't thought it will be so hard. Then I drank warm water. Then, we went to practice. Today, Hisoo wasn't so strict on me maybe it's because of yesterday's incident. After practice we went home. I didn't dare to wait at the studio. Because I know they won't let me. We went home.

Time skip.

Now, I laying on my bed thinking about how to be perfect. If skipping meals make me weak then what should I do to lose weight. I took out my phone and started searching. Then, I found out I can use vitamins and supplements instead of foods.

Next day, after practice I went to medical store and brought vitamins and supplements. I went home and started making dinner. I know what is going to come next. I served kimchi rice to everyone and even to myself and started eating. Every bite is making me feel ugly. We were done eat then I washed the dishes and went to bedroom. I took pills without anyone noticing it. After sometime I started feeling nausea. I can't hold it anymore. I ran to the bathroom and leaned started throwing up. After sometime, I was done. I washed my face and came out of the bathroom. I layed on the bed. Then, I realized. My stomach is empty now. Should I do this offen. But it is so painful. For now, let's just take pills since I threw them up. I took the pills and slept.

Next day, I started eating breakfast with them. Everyone seemed to be happy today. Is it because of me? After breakfast. I have throw up before it digest.

Moon: Guys, I think I forgot my phone. I will come back soon.

Naeun: OK, hyung.

I ran to the bathroom and put my fingers in my mouth and tried to throw up but nothing came. I tried hard then finally food came out my throat. After sometime, I done. It was painful and disgusting but worth it. I took pills and went out.

Moon: Sorry guys, for being late.

Hisoo: It's OK.

Time Skip.

We are the studio, practicing dance today I am feeling better maybe it's because of pills. We started practicing. Luckily, today I made almost no mistakes. I think I will perfect soon.

TO BE CONTINUED