Thirty - "Who says it's a date?"

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I gasped at the sudden contact, like a fire had been ignited. Burning feeling creeped inside me, making my stomach swirl and my mind spin.

His breath was fanning the base of my throat deliciously, his rough cheek tickled my neck, and his lips... I could feel them on my collarbone.

"No...no..." I pushed him away and wiggled out of the bed, "you're not dreaming, sir. You have to get out of bed now or you'll be late at work. It's... it's... " I looked at the time on my wrist briefly, "seven o'clock already."

He just looked at me with dreamy eyes, then rolled and laid back on his stomach.

"Sir..."

"I don't feel like going to work. I'm feeling too lazy today," he opened his eyes, then stifled a yawn.

That statement really surprised me. He was always unstoppable working so hard, or running and working out. At least, it convinced me that he was not half robot, but totally human.

"Well, you've been working too hard, so it's okay to relax," I said, but a feeling of concern overwhelmed me, "but you're not feeling sick, right?"

"Nope. I just feel so lifeless today," he was looking at me intently.

We held eyes and I noticed the sadness in his eyes. I realized that his puffy eyes could be because of crying last night.

It was frustrating to see him this way - lonely, sad, cold and distant. I could not even describe how I feel for him anymore. If it was pity, sympathy, loyalty, like or just purely lust.

"Why do you feel– lifeless?" I encouraged him to speak his mind, "is there any particular reason why you're feeling sad today?"

He heaved a deep sigh, then said, "it's my birthday today."

"Oh! Happy birthday, sir," I greeted him.

"Thanks," he answered.

Darn it. Calliope forgot to give me the dates of special occasions. I did not bother too, since I would be off in two months.

"My bad, I did not know that today is your birthday, sir. I'm so sorry."

If I had known, the whole staff could have prepared something very special for him this morning. Probably a very special breakfast with a banner and birthday cake. All the staff gathered in the dining room to serenade him with a Happy Birthday song.

"Don't feel sorry, Pia. I don't celebrate my birthday. The staff don't have any idea when my birthday is either."

That is too sad and heartbreaking. I wonder if Jack knew, or simply forgot about it too.

"Why not celebrate your birthday? Are you trying to forget it too?"

He nodded, sat up and leaned back against the headboard.

"I lack the desire to celebrate it after Mom and Anton died," he answered sadly, and my heart felt heavy for him.

His answer was enough. Pushing him with more questions would only make him feel sadder. Instead, I brushed off the topic and focused on what I could do to liven his mood.

"What do you want for breakfast?"

He raked his hair, making it messier, "Hm... coffee only. I'm not hungry."

"Are you sure? What if I'll prepare something special for you. A birthday surprise breakfast. Will you eat?" I said, trying to lure him to say yes.

He smiled, and looked at me wickedly, "only if you'll eat with me."

Breakfast together?

The tension between us made me feel breathless already, how much more if spending an entire breakfast with him. Definitely, I would pass out.

"Okay, done," I agreed, "I'll see you in the living room in... fifteen minutes?"

"Absolutely," his face lit up, his expression curious.

I left and immediately went to the kitchen. I saw Sammy loading new stocks in the pantry and instructed him to prepare the venue. While I asked Jean and Tess to help me prepare our breakfast.

"No, you're not," Jean stopped me, "leave the food to us, and you go to your room and change into a pretty dress."

"This is not a date," I sighed, groaning.

"Who says it's a date?" Jean looked at Tess who shook her head, then back at me, "stop over thinking, just go now. Time is running."

"Okay, okay," I said, then I ran to my room and changed into my yellow floral print summer dress. I combed my long hair and added some cheek and lip tint.

At exactly our meeting time, I went to the living room, and there I saw Kristov looking very handsome and taller than ever, in light blue polo shirt and dark shorts. His hair glistened from the shower, his jaw clean shaven and his eyes... sparkled the moment they met mine.

"Are you ready for breakfast?" I asked him.

He gave me a very tantalizing smile, then he said, "so ready."

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