The after

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I feel like crap. I don't want to live. I've told all my friends about the break up. I've cried. I've tried to not think of him but all I do is think about him. Now I'm crying again. And again. I might as well cry myself to sleep. I don't know what to do. I just want to die. No I can't let a boy bring me down. Tomorrow I will get up with a smile and act like I'm ok. I'll try not to think of him.
My thoughts are interrupted by when I hear my phone ringing. Oh it's lizzie.
"Hello" I say
" Leche me and daphne want to go out laser tagging or something" she says
" And how am I involved" I ask
" Well are you gonna come" she asks
" No" I say
" Whyyyyyyyy"
"Cause I'm depressed"
" Leche come on really it's been like 2 weeks. Come on a guy can't bring you down like this. You would always tell me that when I had problems" she says
"Fine. I'll go but don't expect me to play with you'll " I say
" Yay! pick you up in 20 minutes" she says
" 20 just 20 ok fine 20 minutes bye " I say
As soon as I finish the call I race to my closet to find a simple outfit. I grab some leggings and put them on and a really long black shirt with black vans. I throw my hair into bun and run downstairs grab my phone and run out the door just in time for lizzie and daphne to come in my drive way. i run to the car and open the door to get in.
" So how's it going" daphne asks
" What do you think daphne" I snap
"Seems like someone's on their period" lizzie says
" Shut up Liz at least I said yes to going laser tagging so don't ruin it" I say
" Calm down leche I was just messing around" she says
As soon I we get there we all run to go inside.
" Uhmm lets go bowling " daphne suggests
" Ok thats fine with me leche " she asks
" I'm not playing" I say
"Ok" they say
We go to the bowling ally. I go to sit down waiting while the girls get their shoes to play. As soon as they start playing I hear a laugh a very familiar laugh. i know that laugh as I turn to see who it is. I make eyes contact to the person I didn't want to see.
Iram

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