(A/n: dont start the song yet, I will say where you have to start it)
Evelyn pov We arrived at Lizzie house and let me say: it'a a huge house. Well she's the Elizabeth Olsen so... We entered and she show me the house and my room.
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"I didn't know how to do it so I kept like it was before, you can change everything you want, it's your room so..." "It's perfect, thanks Liz-ohh there is a piano" I said pointing to it.
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"Yes, you can play it?" "I took some lessons and the teacher told me that I was really good bit then I stopped" "Well if you want you can play it" "Later but thanks" "Your welcome, now I'm going downstairs with Chris, in 10 minutes will come my best friend, Scarlett, can you come downstairs when she arrived? She helped me a lot when...you understand... and she would love to see you" "Ok, I will come downstairs in 10 minutes" "Great, thanks" Lizzie said walking away. I took her wrist and I stopped her. I took her into a hug. "Thank you" she hugged me back. "For what sweetheart?" "For everything" I said and than we broke the hug. "You don't have to thank me, even tho I wasn't there for you in your whole life, I'm your mother" "Believe me you were there" she smiled at me and than she left. I stayed alone in the room for ten minutes thinking what to do. I decide that if Lizzie wants me to stay with her I will stay. It wasn't her fault. But if she don't want me to stay with her I won't turn back home. I can go to Sasha house. Sasha is my best friend. He's the only one who was there for me, with Lizzie, even tho she didn't know who I was and she doesn't know that I'm still alive because of her.
When Scarlett arrived I walked downstairs. I entered in the kitchen and I saw her talking with Lizzie. "Oh, sweetheart you're here" Lizzie said. "H-hi, I-I'm Scarlett" "Hi, I'm Evelyn" "Yes, I know, believe me when I say that I wanted to know you since exactly 15 years ago" "Oh, fuc-sorry, your right! Happy birthday!!!" Lizzie said excitedly. I laughed a little. "Thanks" "So, do you want to do something special for your birthday?" "Honestly I've never did anything for my birthday so I don't know" "What do you mean? You've never celebrate your birthday?" "Nope, my parents never remember it" "And your friends?" "Friends? What friends? I have only a friend and he remember it and he usually spent the day with me but today he has to meet his girlfriend" "How it's possible you don't have friends? You are funny, sweet, kind, you are beautiful...you are perfect" Scarlett said "Thanks but I think you need glasses" "No I don't need glasses, my niece is perfect" she said hugging me. "Sorry, too early?" "No, it's ok" I answered and Lizzie and Scarlett watched me with a big smile. "Now if you don't mind I'll go to my room" 'No, it's ok" Lizzie told me and I walked away.
I wanted to try playing something on the piano so I sit and I started playing and singing 'Would Anyone Care'-Citizen Soldier (A/n: start the song, if you dont know this song you have to listen to it, it's a very good song)
Would anyone notice If tonight I disappeared? Would anyone chase me And say the words that I need to hear?
That I'm no burden Not so worthless Bent so much that I just might break All-consuming So confusing The questions that keep me awake
Would anyone care, would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change, would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life
Lizzie pov We were talking when we heard Evelyn playing the piano and singing. "Is she ok?" Scarlett asked us and I explained everything. "But it's a really sad song" she said again and we continued listen to her.
Would anyone want me If they knew what was inside my head? Would anyone see me For the person that I really am?
I won't lie So hard to hide I've never felt worthy of love I would give up Everything I have Just to feel good enough
Would anyone care, would anyone cry If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight? Would anything change, would you all be just fine? 'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight It just might save my life
If you're dying inside Sick of being alive Let me in, let me share in your pain From my lungs through the dark Spoken straight from the heart Let me give you a reason to stay If you're out there still lying awake If you're out there still wondering
Would anyone care, would anyone cry If you finally gave up and turned out the light? The world would be changed If you left it behind You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night You take back your life
Take back your life Take back your life Take back your life
"She's really good" Chris said "Yes but she's even sad, I think" Scarlett said too. "I'm going to talk to her" I said walking upstairs.
"Hey Evelyn, can I come in?" I asked knocking at her door. "Yes, come in" she shouted from the other side of the door. I opened the door and she was sitting on her bed. "Hi, how can I help you?" She asked me. "Nothing, I just wanted to tell you that you are really good at singing and playing the piano" "You heard that? I'm sorry I won't bother again" "Hey, you didn't bother us, we really liked it" "So I can play and sing?" "You don't have even to ask, of course you can play" "Ok, thank you...so, when do you want me to leave?" "I don't want to, you can stay here, if you want I mean" she stood up and she hugged me. "Of course I want to stay here with you" "Ok, great" "You were anxious, weren't you?" She laughed and I laughed too with her. "A little bit" "Why? I've been better with you in 2 hours than with my other parents in my hole life" she said and a smile formed on my face. "Glad to hear that, do you want to come downstairs? Chris and Scarlett wanted to speak to you" "Yes, of course" she answered and we walked downstairs.
Evelyn pov "Hey Eve, you're really good at singing" Scarlett said as she saw us. "Thank you" "Can I ask you why you sang this song? It's really good but..." "Sad... I know" I finish and they watched me with a sad smile. "It's just a song that fits me, it explains very well how I feel and what I think" I said watching my foot and crying silently. I sight and than I continued. "I always overthink on everything and I have social anxiety so I think that everyone hate me and if they hate me they don't care and I can die. Someone even told me" I said whispering the last part but Lizzie heard that. "Who told you this? It's not true! I overthink and have social anxiety too so I think you took it from me and I'm sorry for that because it's a very big thing to deal with. Listen, I thought that too when I lost you but I didn't, my friends helped me, Scar, Chris and the other. We love you. I care. I would cry if you do it. Promise me you won't. Evelyn please, I can't lose you again" she said crying. "I won't" "Thank you" she said hugging me. "Now, where did you learn to sing like this?" Chris asked me. "I don't know" "Okey(?) but, you are really good" "Thank you Chris" he smiled at me and than we stayed watching films for my birthday.
