One of the most difficult moments I have overcame was struggling with doing numerous suicide attempts I also struggled with self harming as well it was the most hardest and painful moments for me
I was constantly depressed and always sad all day everyday 24/7
I was depressed due to all the things I went through I was also struggling due to my genetic disease and me being disabled
I was a silent sufferer all my life where I used self harming as a coping strategy cause I was in so much emotional pain constantly
I tried to commit suicide many times cause I didn't want to live in emotional pain I felt like my life wasn't worth it
What saved me was my music artists and bands and my mother I also found healing in my Jewish culture
I now feel strong and I have so much support I know if I ever feel a certain way I can reach out for help
If you or someone you know struggle with self harm and suicide thoughts there's help
You can reach out to NAMI
RAINN
American Foundation For Suicide Prevention
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The Blue And Red Angel : Battle On
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