Another Girl

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Lamang na sila Sev sa pagpasok ng 3rd quarter, kanina pa ko kinukulit ng lalaking to na umuwi na daw kasi tinatamad na siya.










"HOY SEEEV! SABI NG COACH MO PUMASOK KA DAW" sabi nung lalaki sa committee











"Coach ayoko na" sabi ni Sev.










"Baby" tawag ko sa kaniya. Bigla siyang tumayo at naglakad sa gitna ng court.










"Charles, alis ka muna" sabi niya at nagtawanan na kami.











"Baby pala ang sagot" sabi ni Coach.













Naipanalo nila yung game at nagkayayaan pa silang mag celebrate, ayaw pa sanang sumama ni Sev pero si Bea na ang humila sa akin palayo kay Sev. The whole night is awesome. Ayaw akong bitawan ni Sev, at nakaupo lang siya magdamag. Inaantok na daw kasi siya.











"Let's go home" sabi ni Sev.












Medyo naawa na ko kaya nagpaalam na ko kila Bea na uuwi na kami ni Sev.











"Guys, sorry. Kailangan ko ng iuwi si Sev. Inaantok na talaga e" sabi ko. Pumayag naman sila agad at hinila na ko ni Sev papasok sa sasakyan.











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Nagtagal kami ni Sev ng ilan pang months, naibigay na rin namin yung mga promise rings namin not until this girl came.





"Sev please" she cried and even kneeled in front of Sev.












"I said go!" sigaw ni Sev












"Ganun na lang ba yun?" tanong nung babae.











"Ano ba Camille" after calling her name, dun ko lang narealize na siya yung gumawa ng singsing namin. The girl from the basketball court.











"Alam kong masaya ka with KC, but you can't do this to me" sabi niya pa.











"Baby, what is happening" dun lang ako nakapagsalita, umakbay pa si Sev sa akin.











"Nothing baby, let's go" sabi ni Sev sabay hila sa akin. Hindi pa kami nakakalayo ng biglang sumigaw si Camille.












"Sev, I'm pregnant. And you are the father" sabi ni Camille. Sev and I both stop walking and face Camille again, I don't know what to do but Sev ask her again.












"Can you repeat what you've said?" tanong ni Sev kay Camille.











"Buntis ako" sabi niya.












One thing na di ko masasabi sa kahit na sino.











Sev wants a child. But I can't give him.












I found it out that one time that I experience extreme pain from cramps. I visited the doctor and they told me na irregular ako, at dahil yun sa isang reason. I can't have a child. Oo, baog. Di ko dati napapansin yung pagiging irregular nung menstruation not until I experience different kind of pains. Some of that kaya kong ihandle. But the last one, is so hard.











Sev run to me, and I give him a smile.











"Congrats baby, you'll be having your own baby." sabi ko sa kaniya, but he cry.











"I love you, KC. I can't be happy. I don't want to be happy. I want us to have our own. I don't want it from anyone" bigla siyang lumuhod sa harap ko.











"You know that I can't give you." sabi ko. At dun na tumulo yung luha ko.

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