Loin.. I Love The Way Your HeartBeat Season 1

waiting

She is not picking up his call

She is not replying to any of his text

She is not coming to college

She is not coming to practice

Even after her ignorance for 6 days he didn't give he keep calling her, texting her, waiting for her in the parking lot, infront of her classroom, in basketball court, thts become his daily routine, he rarely sleep or eat, tht also because of his friends who force him to take some rest nd make him eat by saying tht you will need energy for whatever you are doing, they are also feeling bad seeing him like tht,

there friend who never forget to smile no matter how worst his day was, but now he seems to forget smiling, he keeps blaming himself all the time.. they tried everything to help him but no use, he is not listening to anyone, he keeps chanting only one thing, nd tht is i need to talk to her, but there's no sign of her, nor Xavier or her brother, it's like she disappeared with her whole family nd closed one..

On the other hand czar has Locked herself in her hideout, it's nd secret room attached to her room, it's her hideout where no one is allowed to come except her, she didn't allow anyone to enter her hideout, not even xav not even her family it's a place where she spends 8 months of her life isolating herself from outer world after tht horrific incident,

She went inside these hideout more than 2 years ago it takes her 8 month to be a little bit normal, nd face these cruel world, 1 year 3 month's ago when she comes out of her own personal prison she was completely different person, she had already lost a part of her, she became heartless, she stop smiling, she stop trusting, not only she her close one also lost everything, Xavier, Grace, Caleb, Ethan, Aiden everyone lost a part of her,

everything changed after tht 8 month, it takes her 8 month to fight with her nightmare fight from all these memories which still haunt her Whenever someone make her remind of her past, it's been more than a year she enter these room, it's not like she completely get rid of those nightmare in past years hell no, she never get rid of it but they are tolerable, she can handle it, but after tht basketball court incident it triggers her to the deepest, all those scars become new, nd it happens coz deep in her heart she knows very well what's happening between them, what's happening between her nd Ryan, the feeling is foreign but she is not fool to ignore it anymore, the attachment she feels towards him from day one, which she tried to compress inside her, but the truth can't be hide, nd yesterday she realised it half, nd a part of her which is sacred to believe anyone, keep reminding her about the consequences she faced last time when she dare to trust someone love someone..

She is curled herself like an ball sitting at the corner of the room, hugging her knees, she is feeling disgusted by herself those touches, those words everything, keeps running in her mind.

Satisfy him nd you'll be free

Czarina : No stop it

She covered her ears tightly with her hands, wants all these sounds to stop.

Wow you got a sexy body babydoll, it'll be fun to ruined it.

Czarina : no stop..

You'll be the best whore anyone can have.

Czarina : iam not a whore, iam not agghhh stop it

Don't come back like a dumb you are you have to satisfy whoever will be in tht room.

Czarina : aghhhhh stop it

She keep crying, shouting, but no use.

You are a slut who is born to satisfy us, a worthless piece of shit born to satisfy other's dick.