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Timothy
Parasweet ♡
Hi hi! Kumusta ka na
Dyan?
I hope you are doing fine
Wag kang mag alala sa akin
I'm fine. Ikaw kain ka ng maayos
dyan, and always smile okay?
Timothy
Loveyou my parasweet ♡
Always remember that ♡
Timothy
Do great everyday
Chat ka lang pag nag on ka na
Nan Zy
Hey tim
📷
That's me
Take care too~
A
yan, finally. Binigay ko na rin ang picture ko. I don't know, I think I just trust him now, so pinakita ko na ang mukha ko. I just hope na hindi ko pagsisihan to. I know, pinagkakatiwalaan ko naman siya pero marami pa ring pwedeng mangyari. Saka natatakot talaga ako kasi baka magaya ako kay Snow. I just... hope na hindi mangyari yon.
I smiled thinking I just sent my photo to him. And smiled thinking I'm falling for him, everyday. Ang galing kasi niyang magpakilig. And who wouldn't fall for a caring guy like him? His sense of humor's additional point. And the looks? Gosh, a complete package.
But, just sighed. Ilang araw na kasi kaming hindi nakakapag chat ng maayos. I got busy, sa pagbawi para hindi ako pag initan at ikumpara ng mga magulang ko. I retook the exams I've failed and pleaded for them to give me another chance... I completed all of my missed works and did everything I have to do just to show that I'm better, too. Kahit hindi ko naman gusto ang kursong 'to.
"Damn," just felt sad, and sadder when I remembered Snow. I hope my parents were like Snow's father, na hahayaan lang na magdesisyon ang anak niya if ano ba talagang gusto nitong kunin for college.
"Freak," I rolled my eyes when I saw Hillary from afar. She's too annoying and I don't like her. Why did they even comparing me to her? Mas totoo naman ako sa kanya. I know I'm not that intelligent like her but atleast I'm not sipsip. Hindi rin ako pakitang tao.
Yeah, maybe I can tease every that I know and I may seem jolly and cheerful, outgoing but deep inside, I'm not that happy. Ewan ko ba. Imagining my life finishing business and just staring on my colleagues living their lives on theaters and stage performing's a nightmare.
Ang dami ko nang iniisip. But then when my eyes hits the cup noodles, I came calmed. I lightly smiled, and felt comfort with this food.
Nagpalipas ako ng maghapon sa convenience store at dinaan sa kain ang pag aalala, frustration, pressure at stress ko. Ngayon ko lang napansing dalawang cup noodles na ang nauubos ko. Ikatlo na 'to, and I'm planning to eat more.
Wala akong planong umuwi ng maaga dahil mabu-buwisit lang ako sa bahay, knowing that tonight is my mom and dad's anniv and yung mga kapatid niya ay nando'n. And Hillary's there. Ayoko silang makitang masaya. Unfair sa part ko.
"Freaking, stressing day," and then sip the cup noodle's soup. "I hate them. I hate her--damn," napamura na lang nang tumunog ang phone ko.
It's my dad na naman--oh, it's Snow's dad.
"Tito, ba't kayo napatawag?" Tanong ko nang sagutin ko ang tawag niya.
"Your dad asked me if nandito ka raw sa bahay. Hindi ka nila ma-contact kasi, are you okay, hija?" There his words touched me, kaya naluha na lang nang wala sa oras. Yet I forced myself not to cry so much. Baka marinig niya ang paghikbi ko.
"A-a... j-just got b-busy, tito--"
"It's your parents's anniv--"
"Umm, I... I just want to have tim with myself muna po. Medyo stress lang sa school," paliwanag ko, "please don't tell them na na-contact n'yo ako, tito,"
"S-sige hija... no problem. Basta take care there, okay?" sabi nito. I said yes, and when got contented, pinatay na niya ang tawag. Dito'y bumuntong hininga ako't napapikit.
Damn. All I can say is... damn this life.
