A/N So I wrote this three times and each time it didn't save so yeah the chapter is gonna be really short because my own sanity can't handle rewriting it again.
I kicked the dusty road as I walked home through my neighborhood. It puffed up in clouds around my ankles and swirled away slowly.
I suppose my interview had gone well but I definitely seemed awkward. That's because 1. I am bad at social interactions and 2. The people in line made me extremely nervous. The boys looked at me like a piece of trash. Even the straight boys thought they had a better chance than me.
They were probably right.
I just felt unappealing. Men had never shown any interest in me. For a while I thought it was because I was too young but now I'm nineteen and totally old enough to be dating.
I mean some of my friends are engaged or even married. Why not me?
The simple answer is I'm ugly and imperfect.
Really, if I don't like myself how the hell is somebody else going to like me?
They'd have to be a very special person.
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Choice of the Prince (The Selection/PTX crossover) *Scolex* (boyxboy)
Fanfic(Infrequent Updates) This is my take on Pentatonix living in the world of "The Selection" series by Kiera Cass. (Scolex/ some Scomiche) Kirstie, Avi, and Kevin are in this book but NOT key characters, so don't read just for them!