all along there was some invisible string, tying you to me
"you hurt me deeply but the worst part of it all is that I want to hate you, I really do, but I can't stop fucking loving you."
warning: drug use, sexual assault, addiction, self injury
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I arrived at my new apartment in New York. I new that from now on there was no going back. Of course I would be going back home once every two months and my parents were coming to visit too. I'm still underage. The apartment was really nicely decorated, my mom hired a very famous architect to make this space perfect for me, to make it feel like my new home. I would be doing school online since I wouldn't be there in Connecticut to attend and meanwhile I will have my shootings and work with IMG.
I entered to my room and I started panicking, I hadn't imagined my life without having my family near, specially Madelyn. I am really scared of being alone and I feel very lonely. I suddenly feel an intense feeling of pain, I missed Noah. I missed him so much. Why can't he drop everything and come with me? Why can't he love me enough to stay with me? Why am I never enough?
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Who was this Amelie girl? She's blonde and perfect. She's probably the reason Noah dumped me. I mean look at her, if I was Noah I'd dump me too. I don't deserve him, he's way out of my league. I know he hurt me deeply but I just want him to call and to tell me that everything's gonna be alright.
That was the moment when my life started getting a little fucked up we can say.
