i want love like they have in the movies
where the boy meets girl.
boy falls in love with girl.
deep love
madly in love.
mine would be a bit different,
though.
i would push that love away
push
push
push
push
pull
pull
pull
pull
that's what i do
i push people away
and when i feel most lonely
most deprived of feeling,
i pull.
i pull so hard that it's isolating
and the friendship becomes toxic.
so i run
i run and run and run
until i'm isolated again
and go out seeking for that
one person
who will fill the black hole in my heart
for a while.
