Lost (sons of anarchy)

Chapter 1

Jessica's POV
I'm in my apartment in Washington making dinner for my son and I, yeah my son he's 18, I had him at 18. he's at work right now.. I put the chicken in the stove when I get a call, I pick my phone, the id says "Sam" and answer it

*The call*
Jessica: hey baby
Samuel: hi mom (he's voice is panicking and sacred)
Jessica: you okay?
Samuel: no mom, listen to me can you come to this place? (Address)
Jessica: of course when?
Samuel: now please
Jessica: okay I'll see you soon
Samuel: I love you mama
Jessica: I love you Sammy
*End of call*

I stop making dinner, I pull the chicken out of the stove, I grab my purse. I put my shoes on, I walk out of my apartment locking the door, I walk to my car and get in, I start my car and drive to the place Sam wants me to, I get there seeing sam's car, and 2 different cars, I get confused. I park and walk into the place "Sam?" I ask, he turns around "ma" Sam says in a quit voice, I see 8 guys "what's going on?" I ask worried "I'm sorry ma" Sam says "baby tell me what's going on!" I say in a serious ton "I fucked up" Sam says "what did you do?" I ask "I fucked up ma, these guys are gang members.." Sam says "oh baby.. you should've told me" I say

"I know but I didn't want you involved" Sam says, Sam looks at the guys "can I hug my mom please?" Sam says, the guys nod, Sam walks over to me and hugs me tight, I hug him back. As we are hugging I feel tears on my shoulder, I knew something was wrong "I love you mom so much, I hope you know that! tell uncle Happy to hurt them, make there deaths painful and slow, the leader's name is Michael James" Sam says in my ear "I love you so much baby, I will" I say knowing what's going to happen now, I start to cry harder as two guys pull Sam off of me "please!" I say, they stop 3 inches from me, "don't hurt my mom okay? This was between me and you" Sam says "I won't touch her" the leader says, Sam says he's name is Michel James "I love you so much remember that ma" Sam says crying "I love you so much baby" I say, I watch the leader pull his gun out and shoots Sam in the head, his blood lands on me "NOO MY BABY!" I yell watching Sam's lifeless body fall to the ground

I fall to the ground, and I grab Sam's body hold it against my chest, I'm crying hard now, the guys leave "god my baby, no!!" I say "Happy and Kozik will find them! I promise you! I love you so much" I say, I kiss Sam's forehead before standing up. I look down seeing blood all over my body, and I knew I had blood on my face.. I walk over to my car and get in, I didn't go to my apartment, I start to drive out of town, I'm going to see my big brother, and my best friend, I did call the police before I left telling them where to find my son's body..

Narrator's POV
Jessica haven't stopped driving since she left Washington, She stop at a red light seeing a sign saying 'Welcome to Charming' She drives to Teller-Morrow, She knew where it was because Herman and Happy told her in case she had to come here, She gets there and park.. She didn't get out of the car for awhile, till She see three guys walk out of the build, She knew one of them, her best friend Herman, She gets out, She couldn't scream or talk, She still crying, the guys look over at her "omg! Tig Bobby go get happy! NOW!" Herman says running over Jessica "J?" Herman says "I need Happy!" Jessica says crying "my brothers are getting him, what happened? Where is Sam?" Herman ask

Herman and Jessica hears footsteps behind them "sis? What happened?" Happy ask, Jessica looks at her big brother "he's gone.." Jessica says, Happy knew what she meant "what happened? Who did it!" Happy ask getting mad "some gang, I don't know who they are" Jessica says "wait Sam is gone?" Herman says finally realizing what's going on "yeah.. he.. he got murdered last night! In front of me!" Jessica says "Happy Herman who is this? and why is she covered in blood?" Someone asked "this is my little sister Jessica, and it's her son's blood" Happy says "her sons?" Someone asked "someone murdered my nephew in front of her last night Jax" Happy says "oh god, I'm sorry brother" Jackson says "who did it?" Someone ask "Sam, my baby said the leader's name is Michael James" Jessica says

"he will die! every single one of them" Happy says hugging his sister "I want my baby! he was to young to die!!" Jessica says crying in Happy's chest "how old was he?" Jackson ask "18" Herman says "how did he die?" Someone asked "before any more questions, can my sister get changed?" Happy ask "yeah!" Someone ask, Happy takes Jessica into the clubhouse, and takes her to his dorm. Happy grabs a pair of his sweatpants, and his SAMCRO shirt "here sis, take a shower and clean yourself up I'll be out there with Herman and everyone else" Happy says

Jessica watches Happy leave his dorm, She walks to the bathroom and gets undress, she starts the shower.. She gets in and stands under the water, she watches the blood run off of her "I wished I could've helped you baby" Jessica says as she cleans her body and face, she shuts the shower off and she gets out and drys herself off, she puts on panties, and bra she brought with, and puts on her brothers sweatpants, and his SAMCRO shirt, she walks out of the dorm walking into the main room looking for her brother and Herman

"You doing any better?" Herman asked walking over to her "not really but I'll get better sooner or later Herms" Jessica says, Herman takes her over to Happy "so before I answer any questions, can you guys tell me your names, please" Jessica says softly "yeah we can darling" Jackson says "I'm Jackson, this is my step father Clay, my mother Gemma, My old lady Tara, Opie, Piney, Opie's old lady Lyla, Juice, Tig, Chibs, Bobby, HalfSack" Jackson says "okay nice to meet everyone" Jessica says softly "I'm sorry about your son if you need anything we are here for you" Gemma says "thank you guys.." Jessica says "ready for questions?" Chibs ask "yeah" Jessica says "do you know who did it?" Jackson ask "Sam said the leader's name was Michael James" Jessica says "did he say anything else?" Happy ask "no all he said was he fucked up, and when I asked why he didn't tell me he said he didn't want me to get involved" Jessica says  "Did he give any hints that he was messing with a gang?" Tig asked "no never" Jessica says

Jessica's POV
I start to cry again, Happy hugs me tight I hug him back "you can stay here as long as you want okay?" Herman says "I wanna ask you if I could move down here.. I have nobody in Washington now.." I say "of course you can move down here sis" Happy says "you have all of us now" Tig says, I give him a soft smile "thank you.." I say "we can drive up to Washington and grab your stuff" Clay says "okay thank you" I say "I brought your purse inside" Herman says handing me my purse "thank you Herms" I say grabbing it, as soon as he hands me it, my phone rings, I grab it and sees the ID seeing it's says 'Sam' "someone is calling me off of Sam's phone" I say, everyone looks at me "answer it and put it on speaker" Happy says, I answer it and puts it on speaker

*The call*
Jessica: hello?
the person: hello again
Jessica: who's this?
the person: we met yesterday remember?
Jessica: the one that killed my son?
the person: yes I'm Michael
Jessica: why'd you call me? Sam said don't mess with me
Michael: well I went to your house and your not there
Jessica: (she looks at everyone worried) my house? Why?
Michael: I had some things to give you
Jessica: what things?
Michael: some things I think you should see
Jessica: I'll be in town sometime today or tomorrow
Michael: okay I'll leave them in your mailbox
Jessica: okay bye
Michael: bye
*End of call*

"What things do you think it is?" Chibs ask "I don't know.." I say "we will head that way in an hour" Clay says "okay" Everyone says "do you need anything to drink? Tea? Water? Coffee?" Gemma ask "just water please" I say "Kip can you get Jessica a water please?" Gemma ask "sure thing ma'am" halfsack says

Halfsack brings me a water, I open it and take a drink "thank you" I say "welcome ma'am" halfsack says smiling "halfsack please don't call me ma'am, call me Jessica" I say "okay ma- Jessica" halfsack says walking away "so I was thinking you can have my house, I usually sleep here at the clubhouse and I don't use the house" Happy says "okay, but I don't wanna be alone Haps" I say "I know sis, there is room there so Herman can stay there in a room, and I could stay there then" Happy says, I smile softly "okay.." I say