Welcome Home, Baby

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"Jennie, baby wake up, I miss you" I burried my face onto her palm and deliberately let my tears to flow endlessly

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Jennie POV
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never felt as happy as now. Knowing there's a child inside my stomach. No, she's not moving yet, but I feel there's something tickled from the inside and spread throughout my body. Maybe that's what people say as 'happiness' I mean it, really

"Are you ready to meet our baby, dear?" My husband asked me as he closed the door and approached me. He had just pay the cost of the hospital

I've only been here for a night. I can't stand the smell of the hospital, it makes my stomach queasy. So I persuaded my husband to be the doctor to allow me to go home as soon as possible. Oh I miss our home already. I wanna be in his arms, then me and him are lying on the bed of our own happily. Aissh I wanna go home, as soon as possible

And lucky me because the doctor granted my wish to go home though with one condition : we should see a gynecologist before leaving the hospital. He and also Us want to be sure about the baby and find out how old she is now. So without any doubt, I finally agreed to him

"All done?" I hugged him when he was standing next to me

He nodded his head and smiled, "Oh, we will see the doctor in an hour" He rubbed my hair then applied a soft kiss on my forehead "But, before we leave, you should eat a little" Taehyung took a bowl of corn soup and ready to bring the spoonful to my mouth "Aaa" He opened his mouth to ask me imitate him

But I just shook my head "Why? Yay I already eat this soup and it's so yummy. Come taste it" Once again he tried. I gave up and open my mouth lazily when he shoved a spoonful of corn soup into my mouth "Good girl" He ruffled my hair "Mommy should eat a lot, ok?" He said with a sweet tone

Suddenly, I felt very nauseous once I swallow that soup. Oh shit, that's not good! I covered my mouth with both of my palms when I feel like throwing up. "You ok?" Tae asked me with worried expression

No, dear. I'm not okay!

But I nodded my head as trying to relieve this nausea by inhaling a deep breath. Once again I tried to swallow all of it in one gulp. Taehyung back to shove a spoonful of soup into my mouth. I initially restrained his hand to pause a few seconds to relieve my nausea

"Are you okay, dear? Tell me what can I do for you" He looks terribly worried now. I took a deep breath then opened my mouth widely. I tried to chew that porridge slowly as Tae waiting for me patiently

Ouch shit!

I felt extremely queasy when the smell of that porridge was stinging my nose. I spit it out. All of it. To him

"Tae, sorry. I am extremely sorry" I said in panic tone as I automatically wiped his shirt

Taehyung hastened to take some tissues and handed it to me "Why? Does your stomach hurt? Where?" He's not mad at me, instead smiling and wiped the corner of my mouth carefully. Made me feel like want to cry. I shook my head as wiping my mouth with tissues

"No, I'm sorry I've spit it out. I don't know Tae why I keep feel queasy like this" I took a glass of water that he gave to me, and drink it slowly

Taehung rubbed my back to comfort me. Ahh what a loving husband, he knows me very well. He knew that I need his touch on my painful back. He even smiled and looks so damn worry instead of mad at me. Aigoo I feel so embarrassed

"Let's try again" He took the bowl and persuaded me to eat it a little more while I insisted to refuse it "Dear, you need to eat to regain your energy. Yay, Don't you feel sorry to our baby, huh. Maybe he is hungry in there" He wont give up as he patted my belly

I sighed. He doesn't understand what I'm feeling. Myself don't even know why it was so hard to swallow the food that goes into my mouth, although only a little. My stomach feels rejected it automatically. I forced myself to open my mouth once again, giving another chance to my husband

A second passed

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Two seconds

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And I spit it out. Again. I even had to run to the bathroom to vomit on the toilet

Taehyung ran to catch me and rubbed my back carefully when he was kneeling next to me "You ok?" He said in a worried tone

I pushed him away "Out! Tae please out. I don't want you to see me vomit like this. It's disgusting!" I slumped to the floor as I held the both side of toilet. I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep feel nauseous and vomiting, and it's very disgusting

Taehyung lifted my body and prop it with his hand around my waist. He pulled me into his embrace, deliberately to let me cry in his arms rather than on the toilet "You're pregnant, Jen and it's normal. Don't blame yourself and please don't send me away because you're keep vomit like this. I don't care, really. I even want to enjoy the moment with you" He rubbed my hair and kissed it wholeheartedly while I still crying like a baby "It's okay if you don't want to eat now, we'll try again soon. Now we have to see the doctor to find out what's going on with you, ok?"

I nodded my head and let myself to be lifted by his arms. I leaned my head onto his shoulder as he stepped out towards the bed. I feel so tired and a lil' bit dizzy. I know there's something wrong with my body. And it kills me

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End of Jennie POV