The russian one

Chapter 8 : painful memories

Y/n's POV

Wow, my new room is huge ! I don't think I can remember having such a big room ! I know I can't remember anything so that's not surprising but still ! I love it !

The first thing I do is to take a shower, a good hot shower! So I grab a change of clothes, a clean towel and go into the bathroom. I undress, get in the shower and turn on the water.

I stand still, let the water run over my body, close my eyes and relax.

"I'm proud of you my bug, and I'm so sorry for everything. Just remember that I will always love you !"

This memory made me open my eyes wide and suddenly. I stop the water. What was that? Who was it? I can't remember his face but these words make my heart ache? Why? That's when I realized that I was crying. I dried my tears, washed myself and got out of the shower. I hurriedly got dressed and left the bathroom and climbed into bed.

I wanted to take a nap but it's impossible, I can't calm my mind. I just think about those words even though I don't remember who that man was. I miss him. I am currently lying on my back, facing the ceiling. And I try to picture the face of this man on the ceiling, in vain of course. So I closed my eyes.

"Hey sweetheart ! I don't have a lot of time but I have several things to tell you. You don't know how much you made me proud. I wish you had a better life, away from Hydra. It's my fault. But don't forget that I'm proud of you my bug, and I'm so sorry for everything. Just remember thatI will always love you!" said a brown haired man with a pale complexion, dark circles under his eyes and green eyes.

"It's too late for you Ivanov, get him" said the same man from my first nightmare

"NOOOO" shouted a young girl who must have been about 18 years old

"I'm sorry my love ! Be strong ! I love you" tries to reassure the brown man.

"Enough ! GET HIM OUT !" shouted the man with black hair

"Nooo DAD !!" cried the girl

I woke up with a start from this nightmare. DAD ?? He was my dad, I remember that day now. I never saw him again.

I am petrified, I am scared, I can't breathe. I don't know what to do, I need help. I hear a voice but I have no idea who is talking, I don't even understand what it says and I don't see anyone in my room. I decide to close my eyes and curl up on my bed.

Avengers' POV

The avengers were in the common room, having a good time together.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, but it appears that Miss Y/n is in trouble. Her heart rate is very high and she seems to be having trouble breathing. I've tried to talk to her but I haven't gotten any response." interrupted J.A.R.V.I.S.

Natasha and Steve looked at each other directly and rushed into Y/n's room.

They opened the door and saw that she was curled up, no longer on the bed but on the floor against the wall. Steve was the first to approach her, very gently so as not to frighten her. He crouched down in front of her and said in a soft voice

"Hey Y/n, It's me, Steve" He tried to touch her but she flinched.

"Y/n it's just us, Steve and I, Agent Romanoff. We're not going to hurt you, you're safe." Said Natasha as she approached Y/n bondingly.

The two heroes were surprised when she looked up and they saw not fear in her eyes but sadness. When she looked at Steve, he smiled tenderly as he gently moved his hand to the girl's shoulder in front of him. She didn't move and let him do it. Once the man's hand was on her shoulder, she threw herself into his arms. Steve was surprised but he returned her hug. He let her cry on his shoulder until she calmed down. After she calmed down, she broke away from Steve and sat back down against the wall. Steve sat on the floor next to her, to her right, while Natasha sat across from her, on the edge of the bed.