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⚠️THIS IS NOT AN UPDATE!⚠️

Hi guys!It's me.Hindi pa ako nakaka-update since last year pa.Belated Merry Christmas to all of my readers and Happy New year.I'm so sorry if i can't update immediately.I have problems and depression is attacking me again tapos may family problems pa ako.

Masakit sa part na kinamukuhian ako sa sarili kong ina.I try to explain myself everyday and they just found it rude at bastos na anak.They always telling me na makapal ang mukha ko at walang utang na loob.I try to be a good daughter for them but they only see my very small mistake.

Dahil wala naman ako gaanong readers at 46 reads pa lang 'to..dito na ako nagdrama.I was 6 when I start commiting suicide and cutting my skin like a piece of paper but my parents didn't know about it because they are so selfish.

Umabot ako sa punto na wala na talaga akong pag-asa.But this puppy came into my life and he save me..but this puppy only lasts in 1 month..my babi died.He died.

Mas lalong lumala yung nararamdaman ko tapos tinatawanan lang ako ng mga tao na bakit daw iniiyakan ko yun eh tuta lang naman.Yung puppy kasi na 'yun,siya lang ang nagparamdam saakin kung paano ako kahalaga at kamahal-mahal.As I said,that puppy save me.My Hoshi saved me from the darkness.

Pasensiya na kung dito ako naglabas ng sakit sa heart ko ha?Hindi ko naman binuo tsaka wala naman ding magbabasa nito kaya ayos lang.Sorry din kung hindi ako makakapag-update simula ngayon but i'll try.

I hate my parents.Jinu-judge nila ako without knowing my feelings and my side.Iniisip ko din na ganun ang trato nila saakin kasi adopted lang ako.Sorry uli,madrama lang.

-hungrygodmother

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