𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓞𝓾𝓻 𝓦𝓪𝔂 𝓗𝓸𝓶𝓮

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖋𝖎𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖓

I sight not giving the satisfaction of making me cry even I want to.

They all shared a knowing look and got up.

" where are you going " I demanded

"It's non of your business" Lucien sneerd

They got up and left for the uper wing where they would probably handle some work.

I ran up to my room not slam the door shut ,I slide down the door and the waterfall started.

Clapping my hand around my mouth so that no one will hear me.

Your so Worthless that your brothers don't want to stay with you.

Hahaha

No body will ever love you

Hhaha .....look at her thinking some one will love her

Stupid

I got up and went to my walk in closet and took out my drawing papers they were like square but a bit longer along with my drawing kit.

I went over 5o my table and try to draw a girl from behind as her monsters and demons stood infront of her.

Once I was done I turn it over and started writhing.

I'm so sorry am not the daughter you wanted
I'm so sorry am a shitty sister
I'm so sorry that am depressed
And i cry alot
And i hid in my room
I'm sorry that I don't do everything you asked
I'm sorry that am not perfect and pretty
I'm sorry that I put such a damper on you lives
And that I'm tired
And antisocial
Please forgive me for being a human being
I really am sorry that I existed
I wish that j could disappear
To make it easier for everyone
Seem I'm such a horrible person
Seen its impossible to be nice to me
Impossible to deal with me
Impossible to love me
I'm so fucking sorry
I wish I could die
I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...

After i was done I folded the paper nicely and put it  in my white Teddy bear from the back opening.

I need a distraction so I turn on animekias and put my hero academia

In a sort of way i kinda relate shoto but my parents was never abusive.......not physically any way

I watched as deku and all might talked.

3 hours later

I been watching anime for 3 hours and now it's lunch time.i went down stairs whe I read whispering I tip toe next to the wall.

" why do we have to cook for her "

" we don't and we aren't I am cooking "

" What's up Lucien "

" usually the sky but since we are indoor I would say the roof"

" I mean you look so deep in thoughts ....death angle agreed to the job for us "

" its not about that it's about our sister "

"No one cars for that fake bitch"

" even her own twin hates her "

" no you idoit I can't do a background check on her and it's impossible to hack her phone since she has a strong firewall"

I took a couple of steps back and thins time walk while making some footsteps sound