Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part: 44

Shivaay realised he should control his anger so he stepped back when he noticed her teary eyes, yet she was trying hard to stay strong

"I'm sorry", he said and looked aside to control his anger. His blood is boiling from the fact that he is selected for the best businessman award when he can't give his best. He feels himself like a loser. Just a few days off and he started facing loss  now he doesn't have enough time to recover as well

He noticed Anika going towards the door so he came in front of the door and locked it

"You can't go. Stay here", Shivaay said angrily and came in front of Anika. She tried touching the lock but Shivaay's hand stopped her

"Why? You can't stop me", Anika said angrily

"I can and I will. If you are that much interested in going somewhere else then solve our matter first", Shivaay said, he knows very well that she doesn't have any work today so he can't let her leave his office in this state.

"Which matter? You just...", Anika replied but Shivaay interrupted her

"I know what I did and I am apologizing but you are wrong as well", Shivaay said. Anika said and replied fine. She came back to the chair and called someone. Shivaay turned towards her and heard her talking over the phone

_ phone conversation

"Hello can you take Shivaay's I mean Shivaay Singh Oberoi's name back from awards", Shivaay heard her voice. He sighed because she is not believing him, no there is no going back. If he didn't increase his shares then he will be insulted and he is mentally demotivated.

"Is there any option?", Anika asked. Shivaay gestured for her to cut the phone knowing the answer. Once Anika heard a reply she nodded towards Shivaay, she declined the call and look down.

"You can't do anything now the damage is already done", Shivaay said

"Let me go. Please", Anika requested, she has a chance now but she doesn't want to leave without his consent.

"I will not. We will go together. Why you come here then?", Shivaay asked

"My wish", Anika replied

"Ok, I dare you. Just show me if you can go", Shivaay said in a cold voice closing his eyes and holding his head in his hands. He took a long breath to relax and felt that he is too much rude towards her by not letting her go.

"I love you",

Shivaay remembered Anika's confession and looked towards the front. Anika was standing in front of the door. She didn't open the door, neither she moved from her place. Shivaay walked toward Anika and opened the door

"Go", Shivaay said softly and then sat on his chair again. He opened the laptop to distract himself from her thoughts but every second he was checking what she is doing.
Anika came back and sat on a chair near him.

"You can go I am sorry for my behaviour. But if you are going in anger then don't because I don't want us to be like.....", He said but stopped in middle realising their relationship is not like his parents. He doesn't want to do any mistakes but his anger never cools down easily that is his biggest problem. He knows one thing she is not weak like his mother, and neither he is like his father who will not respect her choice.

"I stopped you as in the morning you said you were free. I don't know if you will reach safely or not so for your safety I stopped you. But if you can then go", Shivaay gave reason and looked down in regret. He thought he will not behave like this with her ever but he was unable to control his anger. Anika nodded as it is true she was leaving office in anger which she should not

"I know you will not take my help", Shivaay said

"Why do you think so? I will not deny you like that", Anika asked. Shivaay shooked his head and walked towards her. Anika looked down to ignore eye contact with him.

"I am not in a good state Anika just give me time. Tell me what should I do I will do it. Please don't behave like this. I lost many people in my life I can't lose one more. I don't know if I look selfish or not but I don't want to lose this care", Shivaay said in a deep voice. Anika looked toward him, she know he is right and is very serious right now. Whereas before he was not, she was about to reply when they heard the knocking sound of the door.

Shivaay picked one file and acted as reading it after replying come in

"Sir you have a meeting. Clients are waiting for you", said that client. Shivaay looked towards her and then towards Anika who is there. He doesn't want to get furious again if he lost the deal again

"Cancel meeting", Shivaay said shocking that employee as those clients are already waiting for him to start meeting. She didn't expect him to cancel a meeting like this

"But sir...", She tried saying something when Shivaay interrupted her in a cold voice

"Do what I said", Shivaay said which scared her and she nodded

"He will come don't cancel", Anika said when she noticed her nervousness about that girl. She doesn't know her but can sense her fear, his red eyes can scare anyone

"But I am boss here and I said I will not", Shivaay said

"Ohh yes how can I forget I can't take decisions", Anika said knowing well that he will agree like this. Shivaay looked toward her and then towards the employee

"Agrr fine I am coming after half an hour", Shivaay said and closed the door when the employee left

"Aww I am not angry", Anika said and hugged Shivaay. Shivaay looked at her surprised by her behaviour a few seconds ago she was angry as well as hurt then how can she forgive him so easily? Shivaay pulled her more in a hug and kissed her forehead. He is feeling so happy that here is someone who understood that he doesn't mean anything he says in anger
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Fights are part of life too♥️