•Taking control•

•Chapter Thirty•

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Love.
It can make people do and say a lot of things.
It can turn the nicest person into the most jealous bitch.
And the meanest person into a sweet, sweet puppy dog.

But what happens when the person you love dies, trying to protect you and you had no idea how you even felt till it was to late.....

Do you try your best to live on?

Maybe some people would,

but for Bakugo Katsuki he couldn't.
According to everyone around him the greenette had been dead for almost 2 years, and he still wasn't over it.
He needs the freckle teen in his life, he was the reason Bakugo had a fighting spirit, the reason he wanted to be a hero.

So what's the point of him being alive?

That was the same question that repeating in the blonde head, as he stared down from his balcony err the hospital balcony.
How ironic is it, that he was on the second to last floor, guaranteeing if he jumped, he'd be dead before he hit the ground.
And even bigger question was why didn't the mental ward have locks??
But he didn't care at the moment, he just wanted to see his freckled friend again.

So with one final breath, he jumped.

'Kacchan why are you being so mean?'

'You'd die in the exam!'

'Defenseless Izuku!'

'Take a swan dive off the roof of the building!'

'Look nerd I only invited you because there was a special.'

'Tch, it's not like I give a shit, I just don't want you fucking dying before I become number one.'

'YOU FUCKING IDIOT!'

'WHY DID YOU PUSH ME OUT OF THE WAY!!'

'It's alright kacchan, because I am here. '

'IZUKU!!'

"Kacchan?"

"Kacchaaan?"

The freckled teen purred, running his fingers through the blonde's hair, who was currently laying in the greenette's lap.

It was definitely a sight to behold when Bakugo finally opened his eyes.
The freckled teen seemed so bright, definitely brighter then usual.
He almost glowed, seeming like am angel sent from the heavens, though in this case he was exactly that.
He had on a tunic with a golden belt around his weight, and golden specks decorating all around hair.
He surly looked like an angel.

"Zuzu?"

"Izuku!"

Bakugo called out, swiftly getting off his lap and hugging him.
He had never felt so much relief, he was with the freckled teen again, and this time he was gonna make sure it stayed like that.

"Is this real?"

Katsuki questioned not trusting anything at the moment.

"Uhm maybe?"

"I mean you are hugging me so there's a possibility I could be dreaming?"

Midoriya joked, rubbing the back of his neck feeling kinda shy.
It had been a while since he seen his childhood friend.
Oh how he missed him dearly.

"Tsk, your an idiot."

Katsuki scoffed, playfully hitting Izuku shoulder.

"An Idiot who knows what's gonna happen next!"

Izuku teased.
He definitely seemed brighter, almost at peace.
But I guess being in heaven does that to people.

"Yeah?"
"And what will that be?"

Bakugo asked, there was a trial of curiosity in bracing his feature.
He was hoping Izuku was about to tell him, he was gonna be able to join him in the after life.

"You need to go back. "

The greenette eventually replied, he had a soft smile presenting his freckled face.
But if you looked close enough you could tell the sadness he was trying to hide was there.

"Tsk, hell no!"

Bakugo barked, there was no way in hell he was going back.
He just wanted to feel at peace, and that meant being with Izuku, and he could Izuku felt that same.

But even though Midoryia did indeed earn for Katsuki, he knew he couldn't be selfish.
The world still needed him.

"Kacchan."
"You are gonna be something big, and your gonna help so many people. "

"But for that to happen, you need to be down there."

"Damn it!"

"I'm not fucking leaving!!"

Katsuki cried out, hugging Izuku even tighter now.

"I love you Izuku. "

"And I'm so, so sorry for everything!"

"All of it. "

"I should of been there for you, I should of been stronger. "

"I shouldn't have hurt you like I did before. "

Midoryia had the most softest smile, and for the first time he had died he felt like crying.

The greenette walked closer to Bakugo, wiping the blonde's tears away.

"Why didn't you say anything when I was alive?"

"I-.... Because I was an idiot!"
"I didn't know how I felt till.... till you died. "

"Please don't make me go back!"

Bakugo pleaded, giving into Izuku's soft touch.

"I'm sorry Kacchan. "

"But it's not up to me, I'm just the messenger. "

"Despite what I want, you have to go back. "

"There's a huge evil coming, and your the only one who can save them. "

"I don't care!"

"They can deal with it themselves!"

"Fuck them all!"

Katsuki shouted, making Izuku giggle.

He definitely missed the blonde.
But he couldn't be selfish.

"Kacchan, you and I both know you do care. "

"The world needs you, and then when everything is finally done and said. "

"We'll be able to reunite. "

Midoryia promised, kissing Katsuki on his forehead.

"Tch, fine but if you break that promise, I'll kick your ass so far to the moon it won't even be fucking funny. "

katsuki threatened, making Izuku laugh again.

"You wouldn't dare. "

"Tch, try me. "

Katsuki smirked, it was like any of his threatening smirk, where they could chill you to the bone.
It was more of a sad, soft smirk.

"I'll make you proud Zuzu."

"I know you will. "

   
                      The end