we're divorced, ok? (entertainment circle)

chapter 92 past

ong stopped him and dragged him back into his arms, whispering



in his ear, "i'm afraid of spiders because..." he still said not to export, has long forgotten the pain, he did not want to recall a moment.
zhou han also felt his pain in his arms, he was afraid of him, he had unforgettable wounds in his
heart.
so unconsciously hugged him, soft voice whispered, "don't be afraid, i'm
in." some



pain can only be relieved if it is said, but it depends on who is told.
song jixi felt the warmth of zhou's cold, he hugged too tight, for a long time did not feel, such a warm
embrace.
from the beginning of his memory, he knew he was the extra item no one wanted, and he was abandoned in an orphanage in the
capital.
say is the orphanage, is in fact the combination of nursing home and orphanage, anyway, are people to those useless surplus products concentrated in the
place.
because he grew up beautiful, he was very popular with the carers, and he was much smarter than his
peers.
but the more praise he gets for his isolation, his indistincearability, the more jealous the children around him
become.
orphan dean's big child, no one will teach, so also do not understand what respect what moral and what quality, they only want to be
happy.
they sometimes bully the elderly in the bullying home, but more often than not, they bully the person who makes them most jealous and
isolated.
being beaten was already the most common routine, and he was only four or five years old, and he couldn't
resist. <
time and again of humiliation, time and time again was left in the dark abyss, can not find the
light.
even more so, they grabbed the spiders in the yard, tied him up, and put them on his face, body, head, ears, mouth, nose,
eyes.
watch him cry in pain, laughing back and forth.

the guards knew, and they scolded them, and there was no more preaching or even
punishment.
although the carers here take the money, but they do at best to take care of their own, the rest, regardless.

too few people in this world will because of the interests and really care about a person who has nothing to do with themselves, even if you want to manage, twice at a time good, more will feel, too much
trouble.
fortunately, growing up later, with the ability to protect themselves, they never were bullied
again.
but the smaller the experience of those dark, the easier it is to bury in the deepest heart, let their character become cold and heartless.

heart is cold and hard, but also around too cold, can not feel the warmth.

and the most fortunate thing is that in their twenty-three years old, god still gave a beam of light down, but at that time they did not see, or their own surrounding ice, blocking that beam of
light.
"i can't be you, because...
the light you gave was so hot that it melted away the ice walls i had frozen for so many years to protect myself.
song yuxi told him all about his previous experiences, and finally let go of the darkness at the bottom of his

heart.
"no one can do it, not even bai jiu...
hhe was with me for so many years that he never dared to come near me, and if i said no again, he would never insist on it again. "only



you..."



"you've been holding on, no matter how cold i am, you haven't given up on me... so don't give up on me now... all right?
zhou han never thought that his own dead skin face of the persistence, actually became his heart to dispel the dark light, he has always thought that if the white nine is his light, did not expect, but it is their

own.

"i... i'm just cheeky, i didn't say anything... so..."



zhou han's endless explanation, there is still some confusion in the heart.
"i'll listen to you later, don't you want
me."
or this sentence, has heard many
times.
think about what he did in sucheng, but not false, but he did not give up, lost memory or chased here, and said that he and bai nine if there is
nothing.
"well, then, find a way to put the master, there will always be a good person willing to take care of
him?"
"good people..." song jixi still has no emotion,
"... if there are so many kind people in this world, how come i didn't meet? "you



didn't meet me, ken took you in and gave it to your family?"


home?" you're not remarrying with me. zhou



han every time admires his rationality, can't help but pat him on the chest, "you have a face to say?" "you're



going to tear it down yourself, blame me?" <
"i don't regret
it?"
"then you just stabbed me to death and said you regretted it.
"
song yuxi self-knowledge said but he, after all, the loss, rogue to kiss him, plug his
mouth.
"you... you're not going to
be also..." zhou han was blocked by him can not speak, want to quarrel but hard, later if the remarriage, certainly can not avoid quarrelling, can not always be so?
so you're not alive
yet? kidney failure sooner or later.
song yuxi kissed him, and touched his head a little smile, "i rely on you anyway, you do not remarry i will pester
you." this



is probably his side, zhou han first saw him smile, very rare, like the wonders of the world.
i haven't seen it for too long, and he's almost forgotten that he'll
laugh.
"did you just laugh at
me?" he suddenly asked him so.
"of course
not."
zhou han heart there are some inexplicable disappointment, he is not the only
one? "the filming also wants to fake



laugh..." this is forget, he also want to make a scene, not only fake laugh but also false cry.


"i mean the real
one."
"then how do you know i'm real
now?"
zhou han was speechless, pushed him away, and he was forced to hoop
back.
"sincerely, everything i do to you comes from the heart.
"
"does it include strong
x?" zhou gave him a look.
"it was just an
accident." "besides, you're all cooperating, not strong..."



"i found your face thick enough!"

zhou han did not have a good atmosphere to interrupt him, "you do not bully me not as strong as you big, body sensitive?" "but



you're my wife, i don't bully you who?"


you." zhou han lengthened his voice and suddenly wanted to hit him.
"you let go of me, my idle egg pain are divorced and you will be bullied!"

"then you remarry with me, and i make you bully me every
day."
"i rely on you not bother ah, i said i am dead hearted, you trouble amnesia on the complete loss of a little good, completely forget how good i forget, the province also have to catch up, oneself lonely old how
good!"
song hase already knew that he was saying something right and wrong, if he really died, he would not want to care about his past, not to take the initiative to hold himself, gave that moment of warmth.

he is still soft words in his ear murmured, "one day, i will let you admit that you can not leave me, you are not i can
not."