COMPLETED - Boy In Luv 상남자 [Kim Taehyung / V] BTS

chapter 25

Chapter 25:

Lei’s POV:

I decided to go to school today, today will be my last day of school anyway since I’ll be moving to Seoul tomorrow so why not treasure my last day here? Although leaving this place doesn’t really bother me since all this school has ever given me is heart ache and grievance.

I sat by my desk like usual and brought out my book to study, like I have anything better else to do. I grabbed my pen from my bag and started answer the activities just to pass time.

At the corner of my eye I saw BTS enter the room but without Jimin, Taehyung stared at me as he entered the room, I just looked down trying to zone him out. I wonder where’s Jimin though? Did he tell Taehyung that I’m leaving tomorrow? I sure hope not, I just want to leave this life behind and start new in SME.

“I heard she got signed as a trainee in SM” I heard one of my classmates’ say, my whole body tensed as I heard their conversation.

“Impossible, I mean look at her” I heard another one say.

“Who knows, she might have a killer voice”

“But isn’t SM all about the visual? She sure has none”

“But didn’t she date Jimin and V? she may not have looks but I guess she has appeal if she got a chance to date them”

“What are we talking about?” I saw Taehyung joined in the conversation between the girls who are huddled together.

“We heard that--” one of the girls started off, but was cut off when Jungkook and Jin pulled Taehyung out of the group

“V! Let’s go buy bubbletea!” Jungkook said like a child, disrupting the conversation. Taehyung couldn’t resist and was pulled out of the door by the two BTS members.

I sighed in relief as the two pulled him out, but does that mean that the rest of the BTS members know I’m leaving? Did Jimin tell them about it? Well what does it matter? As long as Taehyung doesn’t find out then I’m good to go.

“Go ask her” I heard one of the girls say again, I didn’t mind them though, I heard them got up from their seat and approached me; they surrounded my desk with a questioning look on their faces.

“Can I help you?” I asked them, one of them slammed their hand on top of my desk, startling me and the rest of the class.

“Did you audition for SM?” she asked me, I raised my eyebrow at her.

“I’ve auditioned for the past 4 years” I answered her.

“Well, did you audition this year?” another asked

“Yeah so?” I told her.

“We heard that there was someone who got signed as a trainee in our class, was it you? It’s you isn’t it?” she asked me with a stern voice, what is wrong with this people?

“Sign us in too” another demanded, I was surprised with their comment, how can I possibly do that? They all started to raise their voice and demanded I bring them to SM to get signed as well.

“I didn’t get signed!” I yelled, I lied to all of them hoping they all would just leave me alone and thank goodness they all did.

“I knew it, it’s impossible for this loser to get signed, what were we thinking?” they said and headed back to their seats, I sighed in relief and sulked down in my seat. That was truly a stressful experience, I am definitely not a people person.

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After school I decided to walk home, I don’t know it just feels like I want to see the streets of Bucheon (a/n: many are asking where they are, so let’s say they’re in Bucheon, Gyeonggi Province) it’s beautiful here, I couldn’t help but realize that now. I’m sure going to miss this place, I mean I did grew up here, experienced my first love and first heartache here.

As I walked down the street, I saw a familiar park. It was where Taehyung and I always go back when we were still dating. I don’t know why but it feels like I have to go there, it’s like my body was being pulled in by the park, sounds stupid right?

I saw the huge tree Taehyung and I always stay under, it was big and shady. Oh how I loved this place, no matter how much Taehyung hurt me, this place and our memories together still mean a lot to me.

But why? suddenly my heart felt burdened, the memories of Taehyung and I together keep flashing in my mind. It doesn’t feel right for me to leave, but I have to! I can’t stay here! I can’t stay here with Taehyung or Jimin or any of BTS. All I get living in Bucheon is heartache, everyone picks on me like I’m trash, nothing ever came good here. The only time I thought I could be happy here in Bucheon was when I date Taehyung and Jimin but it was all a lie.

Tears streamed down my face as I remember all the wonderful times I spend with Taehyung and Jimin, also the awful things they did to me. I cried my heart out at that moment, I cried like a little kid and even though it was embarrassing, it didn’t matter, I just want to get the pain out of my chest. It painful! Although Jimin did do it for Taehyung to be happy, I couldn’t help but feel hurt and betrayed. It sucks! And I can’t even do anything about it!

Why is it so hard! I want to leave all of this behind but if I do it feels like I’m leaving a part of me behind. I hate to admit it but I love Jimin and I love Taehyung even more. They hurt me so much but I still love them, Jimin is a good friend and Taehyung is the love of my life but I can’t accept them back in my life.

I’m so torn…

“Lei?” I heard someone say behind me, I turned around to see Kim Taehyung standing there with a concerned look on his face