One last letter from Remus Lupin

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CW: Swearing, Grief - anger, implied suicidal ideation

I always saw Remus as an angry griever,

Platonic Wolfsmane

Dear Regulus, R.AB., whatever, you know who you are,

Fuck you. And I REALLY mean it.
Fuck. You.
How dare you? HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO ME! You promised—You promised that you would always be there for me—that WE were always going to be there for each other. How are we supposed to do that if you're de-You lied. You lied.
How could you lie to me! HOW! Damn it, Regulus, YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND!
How could you lie-about something like that?
I'm supposed to be the 'group therapist', remember? But-I couldn't-I couldn't help you. You were person who understood me most in the world and I couldn't-I couldn't FUCKING HELP?!
I love James and Sirius just as much as I love you-loved (Fuck, I'm crying. Damn you, Black)-Sirius in a different way of course, but Sirius and James always have understood each other better than anyone else ever has. And it was like that for you and me, or I least thought it was because I know some random Deatheater couldn't have just....You had to have let it happen, you had to have wanted to-
Did I do something? Could I have done something? Did something happen?
And.
Why.
Didn't.
You.
TELL.
ME.

WHY DID THIS-why did this happen? Wh-

Miss you already,
Moony

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