IKAW NA

Kabanata 29

Nakita ko ang sarili kong nakasakay sa Tricycle sa Manila, pagkababa ko sa isang kalsada nalaman kong hindi ko na hawak ang cellphone na dinala ko

Pag-uwi ko sinubukan kong nagbukas ng laptop para makita ang mga mensahe, tapos kinaumagahan wala naman akong magawa, nagtimpla ako ng choco Swiss miss na may yelo, sinubukan ko rin magsulat ng mga gagawin sa loob ng higaan ko

Nalaman ko na sira na rin pala ang laptop ko, nag-iisip ako kung bakit ito nasira ng ganon ganon lang, hindi ako makapagsalita

Nasulat ako gamit ang mga naiwan sakin na talaan, nagsulat ako ng mga bagay na naranasan ko sa paglipas ng panahon at ang tanging tumatak sa isipan ng tao ang siya lamang naiwan sa lugar na pinanggalingan ko

Nanatili lang akong kontentong nakatingin sa kawalan

Hindi tumatawa, ngumingiti at hindi na nagsasalita.

"Tara na"

I saw silhouette in front of me, I immediately run onward, I would not think of anything that could possible change my mood, it's a vibe I was looking for that I could not see

We arrived from the terminal, I have nothing. I see sunrise and I was mesmerized from what my photo they captured for me the last time, so this was it feels

It was 4hours before I'm in the touchdown area, my foot was in a bad timing of aching, I stood from where slippers are and it closely make my heart flutter, then the cashier was about to get the paper bag to put the slippers inside of it

"Hi, don't put it in, I'm going to use it"
"What about your shoes, take it off"
"You will get this two Ma'am?"

I can handle it, I take the slippers to my foot and it was comfortable as it is being fit, it was a long drive, I can see the view outside as it was like a tour, there is a river and it has an enchanting golden sun which became such an ideal to reminisce the thought out of my mind

"Look at view, it's relaxing"
"Ha?"
"Did you see? " I ask terribly
"Hmm-mm" A gentle reminder for me saying yes

After that scene was happened, I stood as the Bus stop and I walk through the glass door where the Scanning area was, It scanned the bags and I was in a middle of the way of an hallway passing by, many store branches and was looking for area number 10 going to where we suppose to land

I stopped when I saw store where could buy some things that will make me feel that I did make some vacation stay from somewhere, it cost so much Bill and I was that desperate to get so I did

As I open the store tab it has a lot of surprises and food snack can buy, I pick some so we can go ahead, the theme today was rating for a dinner set, I was passing along when somethings caught my eye

I paid for it and after that I sat down to wait for the time as the receipt telling that it will going to start at 7:55 In the evening

After the first athlete game started I eat the fries and potato chips so I could watch somebody how they play the respective games they are openly playing as what the game is going to handle the people surrounded

Then suddenly I woke up, I can see where the car are parking, it seems like I have never been at the hotel room, it has a mirror that you can take a photo and it looks like I can feel neusant anywhere in this room

This will make my life a little better, I can see people roaming around

It's a way of living that every person I meet would give me a chance to breath

Nakahiga ako ng malalim sa kinatatayuan ko, walang kasama at nag-iisa, napatunayan kong nasusukat ang hatid ng tanawin sa dalisay na katayuan

Would I notice the chances of living the way I want

This is life, the matter here would know if you are really having the productivity and

Unrequitedly done my stuff got to be where they are right in front of the studio

There is a boxes of water here in Amphitheater of people's park and it was a good settling down

After I upload the photo in my story I have the idea of what is going to happen next so it was a loving living alone

I have my phone right in my hand and my purse to get my money back in

I totally forget the clear transparent ID distaliation compartment. I remember that the day I accomplished the latest review of my promoted photos on Facebook I had an availability of time that does not recommend to dispute

The day was started to renew is the day I have been settled for doing the appointment of vaccination identification, registration papers for voting, ID-card for National Identity

I have the Money to pay for Postal ID and it cost a lot of money to have it. I have the idea of having all of Identification and it will be expired until 3years from now

I was upset of having it especially that it will redeem of so much sweat, tears and blood

The things that I most careful is about having the things with me with so much quality and high technologically standard which I came of regaining

My brain cells are coming through its way to make the value of all the things that is suddenly made of its finest righteousness in as forthways as I have gone

In halfway of my duties to myself are having quality time for having the food that I like to eat not including the food that I need to eat f I have a fever

I do not need to speak for my personal status in life but I can loud the voice of mine if it the experiences are allow me to have when it was already done and I have the preveledge of hanging around the area where I was about to have my coffee-tea

I can see the rising sun from where am I standing but when I am remiscing the idea I wanted to shout so bad and I know that it wasn't done yet I am sighting that even I know it wasn't even going on

I am at the Falls river, I could not resists of thinking that all of a sudden can change the whole moment of what I am expecting to have