1.Childhood-

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I remember I remember
The longest ride
up upon my father's shoulders
Among the sky and beneath the stars
When my hands were raising up and down
like frequencies
I've got some tickles
around my neck before bedtime
Made me want to quit my craziest instruments
With an effort and a right cheek dimple
Playing out with siblings, near hiding spots
Where I got caught, Catching my breath
With a rejoicing grin, adorable smiles

And I mostly can remember
When things were getting older
While fondly and deeply
I was sealed in the shell
Of hilarity and pure innocent

I guess all roads still lead to Rome
But the sadness , anxiety and painful pains
They were all about the untold chapters
From my daydream collection stories

Unintentionally and by surprise
Eyebrows were tightly knotted
When savagely I hit the ground
Crimson tiny bloody wounds appeared
, On my palm and knee
Tears ran out rapidly just like..
Multi melted ice-cubes in my heart
Sounded like an echo near my hearing area
When I hardly breathed out
Like "once upon a time"
Scary scares seemed to vanish without traces
With bandages, kisses and heaven cheerful eyes

Things always seemed to be genuinely so bright
Until I fell at the age of "13"
I had my wish of getting older
And strangely in return
I wished if things could rubstly fall flat
If I could minimize myself
to that little joyful toddler

I yearn for the way I used to be
soft and pure
For every single centimeter in my childhood memories
That I've never used to establish a value for it
On the reverse of now..
But things aren't the same
When moving forward

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