Rain (formally called wrong number x avengers)

thirty-four: hypocrite

"y/n what the hell you were glowing?" she says I run to the door and closing it so no one else hears

she looks at me scared

"f/n I know its crazy but Sam and Dad told me to not say anything so I didn't, but they said I was in transitioning what ever that means so I am unstable and do that thing until the transition is complete and my full power is released f/n I am scared, confused and overwhelmed" I say telling her everything she takes a seat and just looks at me

"how?"

"well apparently the acid did not come from the chip. The chip had something in it that was stopping me from accessing my powers, which is weird as I never put that stuff in"

"but when Pavo destroyed the chip the chemical came to suddenly for my body to accept it so my body/brain was trying to fight it off which was killing me I think? I am still so unsure. But when they went to extract part of it, the chemical sent a shock to Jemma and throughout my body."

f/n sits there listening and processing everything she stays silent motioning me to continue

"then I tried to fight it myself and that was when I was shaking and crying in the lab, Sam had to step in and convince me to let it take over. But that was so scary being useless and feel this thing take over my body. When I officially awoke my hands kept flickering with the energy and shocking Sam when he touched me"

"wow OMG" she says standing up and pacing around

"yeah and so everyday since I have been working with Sam to help me control it and not loose control, but hearing Tony and Joel fight over me made me feel useless and frustrated making me loose control. And Joel even saw my eyes" I said she stopped and looked at me

"OMG your such a hypocrite, 'I would rather be normal'" she laughs hitting my arm I flinch not wanting to hurt her she widens her eyes and touches my arm disappointed when nothing happens. I laugh

"yeah well its not like I had any choice in the matter I wanted to tell everyone but they were scared of what could happen since I had no fully had my powers under control I mean I still don't as you saw" I say gesturing to my bed

"Oh right, what happened you alright?"

"yeah its just bad dream that caused my body to freak out" I laugh she looks at me seriously

"so does that mean this whole time Hydra have been trying to help you?" she asks I shake my head

"y/n think about it when they had you, you said that they kept saying they want you to access your full power, maybe torturing you was them trying to trigger you into unleashing your powers" I look at her shock

"no"

"y/n when Pavo could have killed you he just broke the chip when he saw it releasing the chemical"

"f/n I think you on to something except I don't think Pavo knows the full nature of it he said, someone in Hydra snuck in as SHIELD and planted it but I don't think so, I also think he thinks the acid was meant to kill me"

"Jarvis pull up the footage of the conversation between y/n and Pavo"

we watch the video f/n pauses it and looks at me

"y/n I think we should run some test, first see if anything was added to the chip beside the inhibitor, and I also think he could have thought you would continue to fight the chemicals making you die. And the antidote could have been to help you with them?" she says I sigh

"how it Gods will is Pavo looking like a saint right now" I sigh

"He is no Saint but he may have the answers" she says