Youre as sweet as I remember
Youre in my thoughts, you are my splendor
Happy thoughts
Happy thoughts
I wish I was sad when Im pissed off
Redundant as, a hole with just holes
Superficial is the way it goes
But Im not super, and Im not grand
Repulsed by the touch of my own hand
Im not handsome, not for long
Cant even write you your favorite song
Im not sweet enough, my hearts not tough
I debate whether I can even love
You are grandeur, you are grace
Oh God I just miss your face
What the actual fuck
What the actual fuck
History sucks
Yeah history sucks
My life is just a big mindfuck
Tuck in your fears
It'll be okay
Stuck in the rear
Of adolescent fear
Stuck in the constant of comparison to peers
Stuck in the sound, stuck in the way
History repeats when I sleep through the day
Look what I found, look how I miss you
Look at my downs, look how I misuse
The drugs that I take when I cant fix my issues
Little I love, so far above
Watch the unmasking, the hanging of
My sorry thoughts, this sorry place
I wish I could fall in grace
