Guys you see arrogant like me
Stuck in the sea of urgency
The ticking time bomb that is the psyche
Burns holes in my head as my brain radiates heat
When I told you I loved you it kept you at bay
There was nothing in you you could think of to say
When I told you I hate you it made you come forth
Watch as my mind distorts and fully warps
Ive got dirt in my nails from digging up my bones
The roots came in and solidified stones
It has shown me the everything else that has grown
Cant bury the past when the past is all I own
Ive taken it back, Ive taken it back
Nothing will change all the things that I lack
Ive taken it back, Ive taken it back
Ive broke my neck but the rope never snapped
Not even after the asthma attack
Not even after the guilt fully racked
Christ is a burden and Im sorry to say
My bodys too limp to get out of your way
Crisis averted and on the rope I sway
Not even Christ could keep me in my grave
