he hates me...not?

8 - sticky situation

hey baes <3

how r we doing

sorry it's been a little while since the last update for this book, i've been a bit ✨depressed and busy✨ so i updated fight for me instead of this bc i know that one's heavy in demand😭

anyways,

i don't wanna make the author notes crazy long, since i do life updates on fight for me per usual😜 -- hopefully updating that soon!! i don't think i'll be AS busy this week but i'm not gonna promise anything </3

but i just wanted to say i love u guys.

and that i hope ur all doing okay <3

i know this time of year sucks for a lot of ppl, myself included, so pls remember to put yourself first :)

but let's get into it, i know u guys have been waiting :)

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song recs

dear society by madison beer

easier by 5sos

dangerous by deathbyromy and blackbear

me & ur ghost by blackbear

myself by bazzi

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daily reminder that thoughts are in bold <3

addy's pov:

i woke up the next morning feeling groggy and hollow.

i didn't get any sleep after what happened last night.

i can't believe i let this happen.

what the fuck, adelaide?

liam's arm was loosely wrapped around my body, his scent suffocating me.

i need to get out of here.

i can't give him false hope.

i'll just...explain later.

i picked his arm up, gently placing it on his body.

if he's a light sleeper, i'm absolutely fucked.

i let out a breath i didn't realize i was holding in once i was successfully out of his grasp. he was still sound asleep.

i took the shirt he let me borrow off, and folded it neatly, putting it on the nightstand next to his bed.

after locating my clothes and getting dressed, i walked into the kitchen, in search of a pen and paper of some sort.

the closest thing i could find was a mahogany crayon and paper towel--both of which were probably jeremy's.

okay, adelaide. just breathe, it's a simple note.

you'll be fine.

what am i even supposed to say?

'thanks for making me cum! peace out LOL, i don't like you like that.'

this is a mess.

'hey, it felt weird staying the night before talking about what happened. it can't happen again, though. i'm sorry. thanks for letting me stay. :)'