A Part Of It (Avengers)

Chapter 45

"Oh by the way enough about me, how was the mission?" I asked as he looks back at me and stretches getting up, I followed his lead getting up too,

"It was okay I guess, Tess, the girl you rescued was of big help. You saved her life you know." he told me and I couldn't help but smile and also feel a bit guilty for not spending much time with her, just as I was about to talk Bucky entered the training room,

"Hi M- Steve, hi man, how are you?" he asked going to Steve and giving him a hug, their friendship was so beautiful, I swear ugh, they started talking and it was my cue to leave, 

"See you guys later." I called to them while waving as I made my way out of the training room to go back to mine, I took a long shower not even on purpose, I was just too much in my head, I tried to see if Peter had texted and I didn't receive anything, I sighed in frustration, I didn't even bother to dry my hair and put on my blue Levi's jeans and a big hoodie, and made my way to the roof while invisible, I needed to be alone, I needed to breathe and just watch the stars, they have a way of soothing me,

I received a text from uncle Nick saying that Aly was awake and I told him I would be there in 10min, just the time I needed to recollect my thoughts, just then I heard footsteps, I turned to see Wanda, smiling at me, she sat next to me and we engulfed each other in a hug, I missed her hugs, they were quiet literally the best,

"How are you doing love?" she asked, and so I explained to her the whole Peter situation, and I felt dumb,

"You know that moment where, you know crying won't help a thing, but still you feel like crying and screaming in frustration. I feel like I don't understand him and it frustrates me." I tell her trying to swallow the unshed tears threatening to spill, 

"I know, I know how you feel." she lets out a small chuckle,

"I used to feel like that so much with my brother." she lets yet again another chuckle,

"He always used to push my buttons until I would be a crying mess due to frustration and nerves. But then he would always apologise and try to make me feel better." she said looking at me as I listened intently,

"You know what helped?" she asked and I shook my head,

"Well letting the frustration out, to cry and scream always made me feel better in those situations. I remember Pietro always covering his ears." she laughed at the memory, and I could't help but laugh with her too,

"Where is Pietro now?" I asked her and she smiled at me,

"He is back in Sokovia, he actually helped rebuild after what happened and he actually found a nice little girlfriend and so he's over there. Thank God he is not here you'd have another guy chasing you." she laughs and I couldn't help but raise an eyebrow at her,

"Oh c'mon Mia, you know that like half of the male population here had or has a thing for you." she said and I frowned looking down,

"I didn't say it was your fault. It certainly isn't your fault for being such an amazing person and being so likeable." she smiled again, to which I replied with a small smile, her words ringing in my ear, I felt bad not gonna lie,

"Speaking of which.." she said making me frown in confusion just as I felt someone behind us, we both turned and Bucky was standing there his hands in his jeans pockets,

"I need to check on Vision, see you at diner." she told me giving me a quick hug which I returned and she just said a quick hi to Buck and he did the same the she left,

"Is this seat taken?" he asked smiling and I just shook my head, I didn't even time to cry and let everything go like Wanda said to do, shame, I'll do that later, he took a sit next to me and let out the biggest sigh ever,