Let Me Love You

Feelings

Jungkook pov:
     
     It's been two months since tae came back in my life and Jimin hyung started moving away from me . Am I happy?! No. Not even one bit .

    Tae and I are good friends now he said sorry that he didn't loved me and we can be friends and I agreed and said it's ok. Jimin hyung is always with that hobi hyung . Always spending time while dancing , going to his house or he coming here . They literally act like couple .. and I don't like it . Not at all .

    I want Jimin hyung to be with me . Show me care not always be with that guy . I know he makes him happy all time and he takes care of him as much as hyung cares for him . But even I can do that . I will . But he never gets to me he always avoids me ignores me . Whenever we four have movie time I try my best to be with him and be near him .

    But he always leaves me with tae and go to hobi hyung. Even I can have him in my arms . He can hold me too.. I always starting to get jealous and anger whenever I see them like that but why.. he is just my Hyung . Not anything more .

   " You are zoning out again koo" tae said sitting near me playing video games I plopped myself on bed .

   " Why am I feeling like this tae ?!" I asked he looked at me .

   " How ?!" He asked

   " Jealous , anger , sad , hurt " I said

   " When?! " He asked

   " Whenever hyung is with that guy.. that hobi guy" I said fisting my palm

   " And why is that ?!" He asked

   " I .. i don't know myself but I want him to care for me and me caring him . I want him to be in my arms holding me .. all the stares.. I want it only to me .. why am I feeling this tae?!.." I asked

    " How do you feel when you see him?" He asked .

   " Something wierd on my stomach, shy.. something beautiful and nice.." I said smiling

   " You are in love " he said I looked at him shocked

   " No way ! I didn't felt that with you" I said

   " It means you didn't loved me this much " he said I glared

    " I loved you so much" he just shrugged

    " You can't deny your feels kook" he said I sighed and rolled on bed .

   " But he is my Hyung...he would never saw me like that " I said he looked at me as if I am dumb

   " Even when we were boyfriends even I can see his eyes on you which so much love and care .. which I never had . The sad smiles whenever he saw us being lovely" he said I frowned

   " No tae he would never look at me like that " I said sighing

   " You are dumb then" he said

   " Just don't take much time he may leave you" he said

   " I...how will i tell him..he may hate me afterwards " I said

    " He would never " he said I sighed and continued games.

    " I will try to tell him when he comes home " I said and he nodded

    " Good luck koo" he said I smiled . Maybe Jimin hyung did actually loved me . He even said he loved another person for three years that's the time I had been with him .

   " Tae how about after he comes home we play truth or dare and when he gets truth I ask him who he loved ?!" I asked smartly

    " You have a smart brain bro" he said and I chuckled