I don't know why I'm jealous,
She's suffering,
She's hurting,
But I wish she was gone.
Because she has it worst than me,
But she's more open than me,
My friends help her more than me
They notice her more than me.
It's like I'm watching on the outside,
I laugh with them,
I sing with them,
But it's like if I wasn't there it wouldn't make a difference.
Unlike my friends,
I keep my feelings in,
They don't know when the blade pierces my flesh,
They don't know when the thoughts run through my mind.
I guess it's my fault,
I hate her,
My fault,
I hate my best friend.
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JE LEEST
Poems
Poëziethis was originally on the account @Annabethchase123467 but was transferred to this account since the original is deactivated. these are poems I write in my free time when I need to let some feelings out warning: constant themes of suicide, depressi...