Forever rain- rm
I don't think people understand how much I want my life to stop. How much I need those hugs where you cry all your hidden tears. How much I hate myself. How much I want to drop school rn. How much I need a fucking pause. I need to stay in my dreams for so long. I need to stop thinking. I need to stop it. Please makes it stop.
I don't wanna die painfully, I just want things to stop.
But I can't cause I have my friends and family. I'm the one that help, if I die, I'm scared that they'll die too. And I don't want that.
Help me please, I need help.
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feelings.
Randomje vais déposer dans ce livre des lettres que j'ai écrites pour des gens qui ne le savent pas forcément. j'ai eu cette idée car ma meilleure amie dépose certains de ces textes ici et des fois c'est trop dur de garder ses secrets pour soit donc jvou...