Healing Souls

Life After Marriage

Nikshitra's Pov:

I am sitting on the bed for past half an hour as it was my first night after marriage. I am hell nervous as I am fidgeting with my fingers.  I dont know what he gonna do. I am so scared as I dont know if he want to take next step of our marriage. I think I am not ready for this. I think I will ask him to give me some time. Several thoughts are running in my mind. I want to ask him so many questions but I dont know how I will ask him as I met him only once before marriage.

I dont know why he asked me to marry him as he came to my house that day. He is very handsome and a billionaire. I dont know what he does as my father trusts him very much so I said yes for this marriage. His black eyes are so captivating that I can see every minute. His million dollar smile can capture many girls. I know I am dreaming about him everyday as I am falling for him.

I am a average mediocre girl with average looks and slim body. I have completed my graduation this year so my dad want me to settle down. As in settle down means to get married, So here I am. 

"Oh God.."I was in my thoughts when the door opened and entered my handsome husband. There my husband standing in white kurta looking more handsome than he is. I was staring at him continuously as he marched towards me. He glared at me as I dont know why he is glaring at me. As he was smiling a while ago with my father.

He held my left hand which is on my lap and pulled me from the bed. I was shocked by his action as I fell down on the floor. He did not gave me time as my shock filled and widened eyes are staring and asking questions of what did I do wrong?

"What are you doing and how dare you to treat me like this?" I asked as tears gathered in my eyes. Unable to get up as my leg twisted in this process. With the help of bed I slowly got up from the floor and glared at him.

"How dare you to sit on my bed and who gave permission to you. Who do you think you are? You are already acting like a queen. I know you are a whore who sleeps with many men for money. Your innocent looks cant fool me. You Gold digger slut", he insulted me instead of answering my previous questions. I was dumbfounded by his accusations. How can he accuse me like that? What does he know about me. The tears which were gathered in my eyes started flowing listening to his accusations.

"You know what I will tell you what is your place", he smirked at me and I was shocked by his behaviour. I cant utter any word as I was numb hearing his accusations. I felt so much pain as nobody insulted me in this way. Never in my life I felt this much pain. As I am dad's only daughter he pampered me very much and looked after my every need.

"You will sleep on the floor but not in this room" I got scared as what he will do to me. He sweetly smiled at me and got infront of me. There was no gap inbetween us as I widened my eyes,he put his hand on one side of my waist and lifted me by my waist on his shoulders like a potato sack up in no time. 

"Please put me down. Please leave me. Let me go" I screamed and started to beat him on his back as I was upside down and he gave no reaction to it. He did not budge a bit and gave no heed to it. I was hitting him but he seemed to not care a little bit as he was huge built. So I started pinching him to get a reaction from him.

"If you do not stop I will slap you. Do you get that?" He screamed at me and I was shocked at his anger. He will slap me if I do not listen to him, can he do that? I was terrified and kept my mouth shut.

He walked fast and put me down infront of a room. The door is locked and he unlocked the door and pushed me into that room with his hands as i was glaring him. He locked the door within a second as I  stumbled on my feet and got hit by a wooden box which is on the way. The room was dark as I cannot see anything. 

I ran fast to the door before closing but to my bad luck I was collided with the door. 

"Open the door please.. It is very dark. I am sorry. I dont know what mistake I did but I am sorry. Please get me out from this room. Please open the door. I request you." I was crying very badly as I dont know why he is doing like this to me. I will ask him as he cannot do this to me. Why did he say those awful words to me. What was my mistake?

I slid down to the floor by keeping my both hands on the door. I was silently crying till now hugging my knees with both hands. I was disappointed by myself as I did not fight back with him. I speak less as I am introvert. I dont know how to interact with people. But I know I cant live my life like this. I have to do something. My dad was very happy seeing my marriage because of my dad I agreed to this marriage as I cant burden him anymore.

I removed my jewellery and kept it on top of the wooden box. I slept on the floor weeping silently curling into a ball. Due to tiredness sleep consumed me.