All I wanted

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Hayley's pov
I stayed in my room for two whole days,only leaving when I needed the loo and once to get a snack. Luckily I didn't bump into Jeremy or Taylor on these wonderings and they left me alone to mope in my room. However, I knew I would have to come out sometime and when the third day dawned and we arrived in a new city I realised I had to leave

I woke up early, way before the boys and I could hear snoring coming from their rooms as I walked down the passage way to the kitchen, my feet cold on the icy tiles. I made myself a bowl of cereal, even though I wasn't particularly hungry and I ended up throwing half of it away before going to get a shower.

The warm water droplets were soothing as I washed my neglected greasy hair. I was aware I was probably using up all of the hot water but I didn't care. They didn't care about me, as they had so obviously proved the other night. I slipped into some cheap black leggings and a hoodie before plopping down on the sofa and flicking through the channels before I settled for watching grease- one of my favourite musicals despite how cheesy it was

" morning Hayley" I froze as Taylor entered the room.

Taylor's pov
I was happy to see that Hayley had finally left her room and was curled up on the sofa watching grease. I know she was still probably hurting but at least she was making progress.

Why don't I just tell her the truth? I hear you ask. It isn't that simple. Ashley broke what little trust Hayley had left in her, every time someone mentioned his name she would tense up, imagine how she would react if she knew he was just round the corner, watching her every move. Last time he had been near her he had beat her to a pulp and left her for dead. If I hadn't have got there when I did, she could have lost to much blood and died.

She froze as I said morning, clearly still mad at me. I'd rather her hate me then her be scared that Ashley is coming for her.

" I can't ignore you forever" Hayley speaks up" but from now on our relationship is strictly profsional. We only speak to each other when we have to and we act happy on stage no matter what"

" if that's what you what you want" I said stiffly . As hard as this was for me, it was easier than the alternative

" it's not what I want, it's just the way things have to be from now on"

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