BAD GIRL NO LONGER!!

I been hurt, betrayed, just by words

Afraid, of my own voice, my own words

I been judged, criticized, till I felt to numb to feel

Till there was no room or space to fill

‘Why can’t I care?’ they constantly ask

But ‘why should I?’ when there’s so much emotion they lack

They speak but it’s forced

There words are practiced, reversed

Anger finds away home because somehow home has become me

I close my eyes, and only anger sleeps over me

I dream ‘but why am I so unhappy?’

When at one point I was completely happy