A Perfect Boyfriend | Lee Felix

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Third person's POV

He looked at Ayumi with tears in his eyes. His mind is full of thoughts whether to tell her or not. He is nervous and scared at the same time. He is nervous to tell her after a long time. He is scared that Ayumi will leave him.

"What happened-" Ayumi

"There is something you have to know" he said

"What? Why are you crying? Are you okay? Calm down first the let's talk" Ayumi felt worried

"Ayumi, your Father didn't die because of a disease" Felix said and continued sobbing

"What are you saying?" she is confused

She doesn't have any idea of what Felix is telling her.

"He died in a car accident" he added

"What? I don't understand-" Ayumi

"And I was driving that car" his voice cracked

She froze as she heard Felix. She doesn't know what to do and what to response. She was just staring at him trying to figure him out and wants to ask why is he bringing that up.

"What's wrong with you? Are you trying to joke about my Father's death?" Ayumi asked

Felix shook his head "I am telling you the truth. Your Father died because of me. It wasn't because of a disease but because of me. It was my fault"

"Do you think it's fine to joke about that just because you lost someone important to you? Do you know how bitter I am whenever my Dad's passing always mention? Felix, if you are fucking kidding me right now. Fuck off. This is not a good joke" Ayumi annoyingly said and looked away

Felix stared at her "Ayumi, I swear. I am telling you the truth-"

"If you want us to breakup, you don't have to make stupid jokes like that. What the fuck is wrong with you? That's my Father you are talking about! Can't you even respect that?!" Ayumi

Felix stayed quiet. She calmed herself because she knows that she was wrong when she shouted at Felix. She tried to forget what he said and keep calming herself over and over again.

"Let's talk tomorrow. This is not a good time. I'll see you. Thank you for tonight" Ayumi said and was about to open the door-

"I killed your Father" Felix suddenly said

Ayumi stopped and stared at him "Are you dumb or what?! Why can't you understand?! Can you stop talking like that?! That is my Father! What the hell is wrong with you?!"

She was so mad and got out of the car. Felix hurriedly got out of the car and followed Ayumi. He blocked her way and tried to calm himself down to explain everything.

"What the hell do you want?" Ayumi

"Listen to me, please" Felix begged while holding her arm

"Fuck off-" Ayumi

"I had a fight with my parents that night. I was so mad and drank alone. I was on my way home and I am so frustrated to the fact that Mom is trying to make decision for us. I thought I just pulled the brake and that was just a force that the brake did. I was wrong. I-I was wrong... Ayumi, your Father. I hit your Father accidentally. I was so scared. I called my parents and told them about it. T-They told me to ran away. They told me-" Felix

"Y-You left him there? You didn't even help him?" Ayumi can't believe what she heard

"I got home and I thought my parents will help him but I was wrong. They didn't help him. They went home and they told me everything is fine. Everything is okay but they fooled me. Next day, your Father was announced dead on the news. I just found out it was your Father when I saw his name and your information. I-I got scared. My parents covered up the crime for me... They covered it up for me not to be in jail. I-I'm sorry" Felix

Ayumi is not talking and was staring at Felix. She can't believe what she heard. The guy she loves and been dreaming to be with, forever, is the culprit of his Father's death.

"You knew I am his daughter. Why the fuck did you asked me to be your girlfriend?! What the fuck is wrong with your mind?! How can you not feel guilty?!" Ayumi shouted and started hitting Felix

"No days passed by without me feeling guilty. Everyday, since that night, I am always feeling scared and guilty for what I did. Ayumi-" Felix

"Why are you dating me now? Don't tell me..." Ayumi

"I was told to date you. They thought I will be free from putting in jail if you fell in love with me. My conscience is haunting me" Felix cried

Ayumi is staring at him "So, what Keyzi told me is about you killing my Father? She knew about it? W-Why didn't you tell me that day? Why did you fool me?"

"I'm sorry-" Felix

"Do you think saying sorry will fix everything? Do you know how hard for me to choose between my happiness or the justice? Felix, you made me look like a fucking fool. I thought you were sincere and happy but I was wrong. You were fooling me all along" her voice cracked

Felix stayed quiet.

Her tears fell "I was so in love with you while you were just pretending"