Secret (ChanChang)

Ten

Heartbreak.

Overwhelming distress

He didn't go to work.

He didn't get out of bed.

He just wanted him back.

"Please forgive me..."

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Chan hides in the warmth of his bed. But even though it was warm, it felt icy cold.

His phone was nonstop ringing.

Loud, pounding knocks hurting his head.

"Chan hyung! I don't know what is going on, but you need to come back to work!" Minho shouts.

"Go away,,," Chan mumbles but knowing the other can't hear him.

He had left many messages and voicemails on Changbins phone.

Never getting a response.

He didn't eat, even if his stomach growled and begged him for food.

Nothing can help him.

He just wanted Changbin back.

"I don't know what's wrong with him." Minho sighs out.

Jisung rubs his lovers shoulders. He didn't want to say anything about the situation, it just wasn't his place.

"Maybe he got dumped." Seungmin says as he places Minho's drink in front of him.

The older gestures a thank you and sips.

"No way, Chan would tell me if he was dating someone." Minho says with a shake of his head.

Jisung swallows thickly. He wasn't going to say anything.

"Felix and I are just worried about him. I don't think he's eating." Minho says softly, voice laced with concerned.

"He'll come around, give him some time." Jisung suggests.

"Yeah do that. Anyways let's go Jisung." Seungmin says and the two went back to work.

Minho nods to himself. He'll give Chan some time.

"Hey,,, it's me again. I.. I don't know how many messages I've left you. But I hope you've got them."

Chan can no longer cry, his eyes dry and dehydrated. Just breaking into dry sobs.

"I miss you... I really do. I'm so sorry...."

Chan holds his head, lightly smacking it because he hated himself for the things he put Changbin through.

"I promise, I'm going to fix this.... And we'll be back together and happy again...."

Chan breaks down, his voice cracking and once again sobbing into the phone.

"Please forgive me..."

Changbin cries and puts his phone down.

That message was the 25th one that Chan had left for him.

And they were all almost the same.

How much he loved him.

How much he missed him.

How sorry he was.

Saying and promising that he was going to fix everything.

However, Changbin could only think one thing;

Is it too late?