The Story of Me

•The apple doesn't fall rom the tree•

Have you ever heard of the saying "The Apple doesn't fall far the tree" well my life is the exact meaning. You're probably confused well...Thisis the story of how my life came to be.

I am just average person who's going through life with problems like of people. I'm going to the tenth grade making just good enough to pass. Well your probably thinking I'm just an average kpop fan buying a whole bunch of the same album for no reason well that isn't the description of me at all. Kpop is my way of listening to music and getting away from all the shit in my life. I'm just a girl who doesn't know how to express anything and jus sits there blankly not knowing what to do or react.

Anyways, let's start this story where everything went downhill which is the summer of me going to 5th grade. I had just finished 4th grade. I was a good student who never got in trouble once nor never made below the average grades of an A nor B. But everything changed when I went to 5th grade I lived in a small apartment with my parents and my 2 older sisters; my older sisters were als good children who uncommonly never got in trouble.  Unfortunately, 5th grade was a bit different: I started hanging out with the wrong crowds. By this time you either had/have friends or you have friends but their not in the same class as you that's how it was with me. I had friends but we was were in different classes. So I sat by myself doing everything by myself being the independent person I was until one day and girl ad her group came up to me asking if I wanted to be friends with her and I said yes. But then overtime they started to stop including me in their activities and started using me as an messenger. I was too slow minded to notice and didn't mind it at all until one day she told me to steal someone else's things and eventually that became a habit to automatically steal. I never got caught so the habit was never broken but little did I know that one habit would change everything about me personality wise. I also had a boyfriend (We broke after 2 weeks boys ain't shit). But like I said earlier I stole and the started cursing. I somehow was still really happy though since I had friends. Until one day that all changed when I came home from school (I rode the bus) and I embalmed i walked inside the house to see my parents arguing about money. Both of my parents worked so we didn't really see them but today was different as my dad had to quit his job since he got hurt really badly as he worked for The airport fixing planes and stuff this was around last week of the month and school was also coming to an end and I don't know if I mentioned this earlier but I was the youngest sibling back then since I was an 05' liner. Remember that my grades did drastically drop overtime since too much was going on.

-SUMMER BREAK-
School was finally over all people all over the school was talking about how their families were taking a school trip and going with their friends I was thinking how my family couldn't because we didn't have the money and couldn't afford a trip but I understood the situation well enough. About a week later I was sitting on my bed drawing when my mom called for me (my dad was in the hospital at this time) and I saw the letter on the table saying "For the parents of ******* ******" So I knew something right so I sat down on the couch and asked "What's wrong" and she looked upset and told me that I've failed 5th grade so I was very upset and cried the entire way to my room which wasn't very far since out apartment wasn't too big nor too small.

-A few days after-
My mom gave me my ID for summer school and I went. I saw 2 people that I never expected to see there. I then just sat down waiting for the teacher with my head down not wanting to talk about anything with anyone especially the people with names I knew.

~2 Weeks until summer school was over~
I've been going to summer school not missing a day since my mom worked hard for her money I decided to just go with it and today was the day they tested us to see how much you learned over the past few weeks and I wasn't thinking straight knowing I wouldn't pass the test knowing too much has happened over the past few weeks with my family financially. I took the test and when I saw the results I upset since it wasn't what I expected (Bro I still ain't good with tests) and I was the last person talking that stupid ass math test I decided to go towards my mom who was waiting in her car (she drove a red suburban)
I got into her car tying not to try since I didn't pass the test and didn't know if they would let me continue to the next grade. She noticed and asked what's wrong and I told her everything  and she took a gift out from her console and gave it to me and said with a soft look "Don't open it around your siblings" I was confused but just her a nod waited until we got home to open her gift before making sure wasn't around; I opened her gift and it was a necklace with a note that said "You're doing great keep going" I smiled big at this not knowing that she noticed anything since I was usually lost in my on thought it was always completely blank

-SUMMER SCHOOL IS CLOSED-
That day I was thinking about if I made the cuts or not. Then my mom came into my room with a smile on her face as she said "You passed" I got so quick and smiled big as I know even though I didn't understand some things I still got to go to the next grade without worrying and to leave the past behind me not repeating the same mistakes ever again my dad came in the room while in his wheelchair and congratulated me with my favorite type of cake.

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