𝙐𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 -DNF

Fifteen

I had my friends yell at me to write because I didn't wanna but it's like whatever but here you go

TW's:

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Clays POV:

I had just recently found out George got a girlfriend, just as soon as I found out I had feelings for him. I think everything will be okay, right? How do I push my feelings away? Im stressing out, how did he get a girlfriend as soon as I found out I had feelings for him? He didn't really hang out with many people and I had never seen Cora before.

I look up and see George and Cora holding hands across the hall. They looked so happy together, what if it was me and him? Goodness, I'm about to start getting emotional. I walked into the boys bathroom and locked myself into a stall. I let tears fall down my cheeks, how am I suppose to push away feelings that fast? Goddamn it, I hate what George does to me.

I sigh and head back out and decide to head to my classes early. I made sure I didn't look like I was crying recently. As soon as I sat down in my seat, the bell rung. I didn't like the idea of school but I had to attend school since I needed an education to get into college to get my dream job. The idea of having a future with someone would be amazing, possibly George? No, he has a girlfriend which he will probably stay with.

I sigh, I didn't know why I had to realize I had feelings as soon as George had gotten a girlfriend. My phone buzzed in my pocket, it was a notification of an update waiting to happen. I unlock my phone and hide it and pull up Spotify, I put my AirPods in and press shuffle on my playlist.

Woke up, got down, now I'm feeling like death
I can't listen to a word you just said
Broken heart's all of me, they're stuck in my chest
And it's all for you
Woke up, got down, now I'm feeling like death
I can't listen to a word you just said
Broken heart's all of me, they're stuck in my chest
And it's all for you
And she held my hand, but I am dreaming
She's with another man, girl I am lost
And I don't understand why you left me like that
I don't understand why you left me like that

I never really understood what love meant. Yeah, maybe I day dream about George a lot but he's just unforgettable, like a memory that could never get lost. Like a song that lives rent free in your head. It was hard to get him off your mind once you get to know him. He was truly unforgettable.

(Lmao I love how I used the book title twice)

Woke up, got down, now I'm feeling like death
I can't listen to a word you just said
Broken heart's all of me, they're stuck in my chest
And it's all for you
Woke up, got down, now I'm feeling like death
I can't listen to a word you just said
Broken heart's all of me, they're stuck in my chest
And it's all for you
And she held my hand, but I am dreaming
She's with another man, girl I am lost
And I don't understand why you left me like that
I don't understand why you left me like that
Woke up, got down, now I'm feeling like death
I can't listen to a word you just said
Broken heart's all of me, they're stuck in my chest
And it's all for you

Maybe George deserves to be with someone else, not me. He deserves Cora, she seems very sweet and promising. I completely forget about class and get stuck in my thoughts. I didn't really like this class anyways, I didn't want to break from my thoughts even if it meant I had to fail class. Being in my head makes me happy, if everything was how I wanted it everything would be perfect. My playlist shuffled another song.

Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you, can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever stops you leavin'
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over

I wish I could run away from my problems and hurt no one, maybe if I lived in a world with no others and just George I could probably be the happiest man alive, but I guess I'll just stay crying over the boy who barely acknowledges me.

Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

Maybe if someone actually loved me I would feel happy.

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