𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒚, james potter

ii.

"just like the day that I met you
the day I thought forever
said that you love me
but that'll last for never

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her eyes glossed over, as her gaze bore holes into the leather seats in front of her. the seats where he used to sit, telling her how much he loved her, making her feel giddy.

lies, she thought. every single one of them. he never loved her. if he did, he would never have done that to her.

now she realized why he never remembered her favourite flower. sorry i forget, he used to say. but in truth, he never cared. 

lilies, she told him, because that's your favourite too. she didn't realize why they were his favourite. that was until now.

she turned to look through the mist covered window, silhouettes of the green scottish landscape sweeping through. the dusk outside reminding her of the evening dates she went on with him.

the memories she held onto dearly played in front of her eyes as she sat in the compartment, alone.  

the very same compartment which not many months ago, was filled with happiness and warmth. which now was just as cold and lonely as the resident inside. 

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it's cold outside
like when you walked out my life
why you walked out my life?"