Michael stirred in his sleep and smiled warmly at the sleeping Brit with his arms still wrapped around him. He was grateful for Gavin's comforting, they kissed for hours while they hands roamed mindlessly. Michael loved every part of last night but he felt wrong, so wrong for sort of cheating on Ray. Michael loved Ray, of course he loved Ray.
The red head sighed and shook the other lightly. Gavin woke up with a small smile, blinking his eyes a bit.
"Hey, sleep well?" He asked and ran his fingers through curly hair. Michael nodded with a guilty look on his face. Gavin immediately noticed and looked back with worry, asking what was wrong without words.
"Sorry Gav, it's just... Isn't this kind of like I'm cheating on Ray?" Michael asked. Gavin sighed and rubbed his shoulder lightly, nodding a bit.
"But you know what? That prick deserves it" Gavin gave a slightly smile of reassurance and Michael smiled back, nodding.
Michael offered Gavin a ride to work and drove him there, the car ride not resulting in silence like so many before. They joked and laughed to stupid things. When they arrived at the office Ray raised an eyebrow at his boyfriend and waited for him to leave Gavin. Michael pecked Ray's lips and followed with a 'good morning'.
"You gave Gavin a ride?" He asked, sounding a little hurt.
"Uh, yeah we hung out last night and he ended up crashing on my couch" Michael chuckled and shrugged.
"Oh" Ray barely muttered and returned to his work. Just as Michael was about to sit down Ryan had entered the office and their eyes met. Ryan's look was one if apology and Michael's was one of confusion. Ryan motioned for him to follow and so Michael did.
They walked out of the office and Ryan ran a hand through his hair.
"What's wrong Ryan?" Michael asked curiously. Ryan looked as though he was trying to find the right words. Something that wasn't going to upset the younger.
"Yesterday, in the office, Rat advanced on me...we...we had sex Michael and I had no intention of helping him I just couldn't control myself I'm so sorry just know that I never would have done that to you if I could help it" Ryan explained carefully. Michael's eyes watered as he gave Ryan a look of disbelief but also hurt.
"I-I know you never would, it's just that Ray's gone too far this time, I want to love him so bad. I deserve love don't I?" Michael said choking back tears. Ryan sighed and pulled him into a tight hug.
"Of course you do, everyone does even Ray. I'm sure he's got a reason for doing this" Ryan said softly. Michael nodded and hugged Ryan tighter.
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