Michael sighed as he laid back on his couch. He needed time away from Ray, he needed to think. This wasn't right, something about the way this relationship was going didn't seem right to Michael. He bit his lip and scrolled through his contacts, finally getting up the courage to call the person he'd been thinking to ask for help.
It was about 20 minuets later that this person arrived, knocking at the door. Michael smiled a bit and got up to let him in.
"Hey Gavin, thanks for coming on a short notice I just needed to talk to someone and Geoff isn't believing me" Michael shrugged and sat back down. The Brit shrugged with a slight smile.
"I'm here to help, from what I understand, Ray...uh... took advantage of you?" Gavin treaded lightly on the subject, not wanting to trigger anything. Michael nodded slightly and took a deep breath.
"He hit me for almost telling Geoff about it, he keeps saying he loves me and I want to believe he does" Michael muttered. Gavin sighed and placed a hand on his friend's shoulder.
"He doesn't love you, loving someone is caring about them. Respecting when they're ready to take things further and being patient. If Ray loved you then he wouldn't ever make you cry" Gavin explained with care. Michael's eyes watered as he looked into the Brit's eyes. There was a moment of silence between the two before Michael just barely spoke up.
"Have you ever felt that way about someone?" Gavin wet his lips slightly before nodding, not breaking eye contact.
"Yeah" he just barely whispered. Michael bit his lip before leaning in a bit, stopping just shy of Gavin's lips. The Brit stayed still, breath picking up until Michael connected their lips softly. Both their eyes closing slowly, Michael pulled away and swallowed hard with nervousness in his eyes. Gavin scoffed a bit.
"Does Ray kiss you like that?" Gavin asked softly, caressing the shorter's cheek lightly. Michael shook his head a bit, smiling a bit.
"N-no...that was...great" Michael nervously chuckled. Gavin chuckled and kissed his cheek.
"I assume you don't know how to kiss either" he said, pecking his lips again. Michael hummed and shook his head again.
"Let me teach you?"Gavin scoffed nervously. Michael nodded eagerly and went in to kiss Gavin with more confidence. The Brit moved his lips against his friend's as his hands made their way to Michael's waist. He didn't pull away, Michael held his hands firmly there as he kissed back fiercely and laid back to pull his friend on top of him. He wanted Ray to kiss like this, he wanted to feel warm and safe in his arms as they got drunk on each other's lips. Michael wanted this with Ray.
No.
He didn't want Ray. Not him.
He wanted Gavin.
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